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I didn’t look Raven twice in the eyes as I walked to my room sadly, feeling devastated and sad. Remembering Raven’s attitude earlier and how she had rejected me in front of Aunt, I could only hit my leg in frustration for mistaking that I and Raven could actually have a thing together in the future not knowing that she’s willing to sacrifice me anytime for her selfish benefit. I haven’t been down in my whole life for a long period of time since I’m already used to all the insults I usually get from them but I wasn’t expecting Raven to be among them. I expected her to be different from them and always stood by me but I guess I was wrong. She was nothing like them who would sacrifice people for their selfish benefit. If only Raven knew the type of thought and plans I have towards her then I’m certain she wouldn’t have made this mistake she’s currently making right now. I was thinking of using all my money and connections on making her the president of the Black group but her attitude changed my plans. She didn’t love me at all, she only agreed to marry me because Alexander Black had asked her to and she had no option back then. If Derek hadn’t brought a gift for Katherine during her 60s birthday then I was certain that raven would have divorce me back then, so it was the gifts from Derek that had changed her attitude towards me back then but this time around, I won’t think twice. I won’t even hesitate to fill out the divorce paper if she brings it out to me. I’m a grown up man now and I can do without them.
Feeling sad in my memories, I was turned down the moment I found no trace of her in the room. I was thinking that she was going to come to my room and explain to me the reason behind what she did. But she didn’t. This proves that Raven never loved me, all those acts of hers were just to fool me into believing that she loves me. Checking the time it was 11pm already. It’s getting late and I need to sleep but I can’t really bring myself to do that because I was really so sad and frustrated. There was no way sleep could make waves inside me as I felt weak and felt like my soul had left my Body. I had remembered how far I have come a long way into this journey and I chose not to give up the desperate failure. Finally, I hopped into the bed as I used the duvet to cover myself then slept off.
The ray of the sun shone brightly in my room, reflecting in my eyes as I yawn loudly, the chirping of the bed making some weird sound which I know to have woke me up from my deep slumber. The time was actually 8am. I can’t believe I have slept for such a long time without waking up. Yesterday’s situation indeed does justice in adding stress to my life. But my smile all turned away the moment yesterday’s event came flashing back to my memories. “Damn it and fuck all of you!!” I hit my leg against the table, making it drift to one side of the room. I need to Leave this damn fucking house and went to a far away place, where I can be alone with my thoughts. A place where I won’t be seeing Raven nor any of the family members. I just want to be alone, get drunk and think about my life. I went inside the bathroom, took my bath and got dressed.
I took my car key, and made myself out of my Room, heading my way to the setting room, then outside. On my way there I saw my uncle who I greeted ‘Good morning’ but he didn’t respond to my greetings and I didn’t bother with it. He should go to hell with his ill attitude. In no time, I arrived at one expensive Bar in the area. A waiter walked up to me and asked me what I care for, which I told her and she went to bring it. In front of me were some bottles of ‘Black label and Hennessy’ which I had ordered the waiter to give me. I poured the two drinks in two different glasses and began to take one after the others. Getting drunk would make me forget all the pain I’m feeling. As I was in deep thoughts, I received a call from someone. Checking the caller, it was Lisa.
“Good morning sir, sorry for the disturbance but just called to check up on you! I have noticed some change in your position and I just wanted to know if you’re safe now”. She spoke with a concerned tone as I sighed. “I’m safe, thanks for your care”. I was stunned at how she was able to track my location and know where I was. She’s indeed a smart bodyguard who’s also good at tracking someone down. The call came to an end as I continued taking a sip of my drink. My stomach began to rumble due to the excess consumption of the drink which I had implied in my immune system. My Body began to react to the drink as I felt dizzy, my eyes turning towards me. Not so soon, I saw a sexy figure of a woman approaching me. My eyesight was too blurred to identify the person from a distance but as she came closer, I finally realized who she was. It was Lisa who had called me not quite long. I’m indeed surprised because I wasn’t expecting to see her here. “Lisa, I don’t think you should be here though! I appreciate your concern about me but I can’t handle this on my own, I’m safe now so you can go”.
“I understand but I was worried about the situation you were in! Don’t worry, it’s my right to protect you as your bodyguard and you could think of me as a friend from now”. I laughed at the reply she gave me. Should I think of her as a friend now? The words do sound funny to me and I couldn’t help but think about it.
She sat down close to me and poured some drinks for herself. “Why are you laughing over what I said sir? Do I sound funny? She rolled her eyes at me, waiting for my answer to her questions.
“Well, I’m surprised to hear you say that but I haven’t Heard the words ‘Friends’ for a very long time now because I have no friends to tell me that”. There was a sad look on her face the moment I gave her the answer she had been wanting to know. She clutched my hand and leaned towards me as I felt her breast pressing against my arms. Her eyes narrowed to my own which left me in an awkward position for a moment. “you could think of me as a friend from now on sir”. She said with seductive lips.
I glanced down and her cleavage was visible. I intentionally kept my distance from her because I really don’t understand what she’s trying to do and I wouldn’t want anyone to see us here in this place like this because I’m certain they will surely get the wrong ideas from us. But instead, she moved closer to me and held my hand together.Property © of NôvelDrama.Org.
“I’ve always liked you from the First moment I saw you back then at the company”. She uttered with generosity which kept me wondering how bold she was to confess her feelings for me. But I needed to ask her one question to confirm her generosity and honesty. “Did you like me back then because you knew my identity? I ask as she keeps quiet for a while before clearing her throat. “No, that wasn’t part of the reason why I like you! I actually felt a little sympathy for you the moment I thought you were suffering from your secrecy”. She rasped at me and I was grateful that she understood me. “Finally, someone that understands my condition is not like Raven”. I muttered under my breath, staring at her as I decided to give her a hug which she gladly accepted. But at that moment I was cut off guard by a familiar voice Which I know to be someone I know. “Stefan!!” The voice rasped in again as I turned back and saw Raven standing behind me with a confused look, as she turned back to walk away. At that moment, I let go of Lisa and ran after her. Why must she have to see us hugging all of a sudden? Why couldn’t she see us during the time I didn’t hug her? Must the earth have to be against everything I do? I thought to myself, feeling so shattered by the situation and I know that Raven will definitely get everything wrong since she didn’t give me the time to explain myself before running. How did she even know that I was here? I could still remember her look and how she looked at me irritated the moment she Found me and Lisa to be hugging. But I was too drunk to catch up with her. As I was about to pass through the door which led outside, I stumbled and I fell down on the ground with a loud thug, due to my drunken state which was now worrying me. “Raven please wait, I can explain everything to you”. I roared at her, watching her entering the car which she had driven and drove away. My eyesight was so blurry that I could barely see. But at that moment, Lisa came to help me get off the ground since I was struggling to stand up on my own. “Do you really need to run after Her and explain things to her? I think she seems to be misunderstanding the situation”. Lisa spoke while helping me to stand up from the ground as I nodded my head.
“No is not necessary because no amount of my explanation would make her trust me! After all, me and her will be getting divorced soon”. I said to her as her eyes widened open in shock. I’m sure she was happy to hear that because I don’t think she likes how the Black family is treating me without knowing my identity. “It’s better you guys divorce because I don’t think Ravens deserve someone like you as her husband! Even though she doesn’t know your identity now, at least they would have treated you well and accepted you as their Grandson In-law but I don’t think that’s the case from what I’ve seen so far”. She stated then sighed deeply. “Once you guys get divorced now, grandfather will find you a better woman who will stand by you and love you for who you are, I’m sure he will find a woman who’s a match to you and he will make you marry her”. I could only smile at her thoughts. If only she knew how the Black family had helped me, especially Alexander Black who I owe my Life to, then I’m certain she wouldn’t be saying this.
“I do understand your thoughts Lisa but own the Black family a lot. Especially to Alexander Black, the head of the Black family who I caused his death. Even before he died, I made a promise to him which is to marry His granddaughter who he had given to me. I don’t just want the people around me to suffer”. I explained to her, hoping that she could understand my point and she did. After hearing my explanation and the reason why I had been keeping up with every of the Black family members on knowing how they maltreat and bully me, she petted my back. “You’re a good person sir and you should never forget that”. Those were the last words I heard her say as I passed out.