Chapter 65 – Avoiding Him
REESE’S POV
“Pleasure?” He chuckled “it’s fucking torture. Nothing can be more pleasing than you. My cock couldn’t get satisfied with anything other than it sinks into your warm pussy until you drench it with your milk”
I felt thousands of butterflies fluttering in my stomach. It’s not only him but me too. I have been dying for his touch and craving him to be inside me.
“Then what are you waiting for Azrael?” I tip toed and whispered near his lips “fuck me hard, take me like an animal. I am craving for you to be inside me”
“Fuck” he cursed and hold my waist pulling me to him while his hard cock pressed on my belly “don’t tease me like that Reese. You know I have no control when it’s come to you. Do you want to get hurt in the process? If I start then I don’t think I can stop myself anymore”
“I never said to stop. I don’t want you to stop either. It has already been so long that I felt you inside me” I tried to kiss him but he avoided me.
“No, your body still needs to recover perfectly. We can’t do this right now. You have been hurt too much and I don’t want to hurt you with my need” he shook his head.
“My body is fine. Turner already said I can start my practice too. Do you think he will say if I still need healing?”
“That’s another thing. You are healing perfectly well but I can’t guarantee I won’t hurt you while fucking you hard. I have been resisting my need because I wanted you to heal properly. Don’t let my efforts go to waste” he pulled away.
I felt like my heart was breaking because of his rejection. I swallowed hard and tried to persuade him “you are thinking too much. My wounds are already healed. And my body is also good. Azrael you don’t have to wait and torture yourself and me like that. I know you are concerned about my health but I am telling you, it’s fine. I am good” I tried to touch his arm but he backed away.
“No, I have seen your wounds. I know it’s healed but your insides need time too. Just a few more days Reese, I am just asking for a few more days” he sighed.
I clenched my fist “Turner had already checked my body. After his confirmation I started thinking about it. I thought you would be happy hearing that but it seems like I have started to bore you now and you don’t want to….” I stopped when he looked up, glaring at me.
“What the hell are you sprouting?”
“Don’t shout,” I snapped. “Since you are that disinterested in me, fine I won’t force you” I glared at him. I tried to convince him but his rejection really hurted me. I hold back my tears. I won’t let him see it. “It’s my fault I thought you would be happy. I am sorry I bothered you” I slid the door and walked out of the shower angrily.
“Reese, that’s not what I mean. Listen to me first” he grabbed my wrist but I yanked it away.
“Don’t touch me. You can do whatever you like, you don’t have to explain anything to me. I am done with it” I glared at him angrily and turned around grabbing a towel and walked out of the bathroom. His gaze pierced my back until I closed the door with a loud bang.
“What happened to you? You looked angry” Tanea frowned. “Did you fight with your mate?” She raised an eyebrow towards me.
“Tanea what are you saying? Why will she fight with him?” Savannah glared at her.
“Just look at her face, can’t you guess the expression?” Tanea shrugged.
“Really?” Savannah turned to me “Reese did you really?”
I ignored her and grabbed the juice glass before gulping it down angrily. I nearly begged him but he rejected me again and again. Humph. If he thinks I will beg him again then he is wrong. I have been waiting for this moment for such a long time yet he really rejected me. I felt like my chest was full of anger and I didn’t have any place to let it out.
“Why? What happened?” Adriana joined in the conversation. She looked tired and I know exactly why? Seeing her like that I felt my heart clenching in pain. I couldn’t have a child like them and now I can’t even have my mate. To this point I felt like Adriana is really lucky.
“Reese are you okay?” Savannah’s worried tone pulled me out of the thought. I shook my head.
“I am fine” I answered without looking at her.
“Adriana, you looked tired. Don’t tell me your Alpha again had his way with you again” Tanea laughed while Adriana blushed red.
“Do you really have to say that?” Adriana glared. “Talking about others all the time Tanea, yesterday I remember someone was screaming loudly in the middle of the night. I guess someone didn’t get a good sleep at all”
Tanea’s eyes widened “what? I….” She blushed.
“Oh my god stop you two” Savannah rolled her eyes.
“Well some people are lucky and some are not” I said, making them look at me.
“Huh? What happened to you?” Adriana frowned.
“She has been moody since morning,” Tanea shrugged.
Just then we saw everyone was moving towards the training field.
“What’s happening in the training field?” Savannah looked at the crowd.
“Something interesting is happening I guess” Tanea frowned.
“Let’s go and see,” Adriana said and we all headed towards the field. The training field was crowded and full of noises. We can see the members are already at the side while cheering for the people in the center.
“They are testing their strength,” Tanea said as she looked at the scene. The Alpha’s are gathered in the field. They looked like they were about to fight.
“Let’s move under the shade, it’s too hot here” Adriana pulled us where the table and chair were set. I sat along with them and looked at the scene without any interest.
“It’s my first time seeing Hardwick fight with another Alpha. It’s really exciting” Savannah looked excited.
“I know right, I never saw Devak to be this excited,” Tanea added.
“Cassius and Alpha Hardwick going to fight first” Adriana said “then I guess Alpha Devak will fight with John?”
“They have become good friends since Demon started to show his existence. I guess it’s all good since they found their reliable companion” Savannah stated.
Soon the fight started. Alpha Cassius and Hardwick were really good fighters. It was like both of them couldn’t be defeated so their fight was unable to decide the winner. And when Alpha Devak and Azrael started to fight, Alpha Devak took few advantages. Afterall he is the Alpha blood and stronger than a beta. Their fight was concluded with Alpha Devak winning the round. Once they are done they started to walk where we were sitting. Other girls were happy to see their mates. But Azrael and I had the biggest argument so there was tension between us.
“Here, drink this” Adriana handed a water bottle to her mate.
“Caring so much Peaches” Alpha Cassius smirked while Adriana smacked his arm.Text property © Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org.
I handed a towel to Azrael without a word and he took it but his eyes were on me. He looked like he wanted to say something but I turned away avoiding his gaze. Right now I really don’t have any desire to talk. If we talk it will lead to another argument and I really don’t want to create any scene here. So it’s better to shut up.
Later that night we had dinner together. The girl prepared a meal and asked us to join them. Though I wanted to refuse, they didn’t let me. After the dinner we sat at the side to drink.
“Okay now spill the beans, what’s happening between you two?” Tanea asked. Her eyes narrowed towards me.
“What are you talking about?” I feigned confusion. “I can’t understand anything” I sipped on my drink.
“Oh come on. We are not blind Reese, we can see clearly there’s something between you two which is not going well. So stop hiding” she rolled her eyes.
“Agree, I have been seeing you distance yourself from John. Reese what happened? Is everything right?” Adriana asked.
“Everything is fine. You don’t have to worry. It’s just a little argument” I smiled.
“I don’t think so. You behaved like you don’t want to see his face” Tanea argued.
I sighed “it’s not like that okay. I am just a little disturbed. I just need to think for a while”
“Reese don’t tell me you are planning to leave or something ”
My eyes widened as I looked at Adriana “what? No. Why would I do that?”
She sighed “then it’s good. I was scared”
I sighed “don’t worry. I won’t do anything stupid like that. It’s just that there is some disagreement between us. It will be solved with time”
“I hope it gets solved soon. Because looking at your mate’s face, I don’t think he can hold back for a long time” Savannah chuckled. I turned my head to the side where the men were sitting. Azrael was holding his drink but his gaze was fixed on me. Our gaze collided and I felt helpless instead. I rubbed my temple.
“I guess you are right. It really needs to be solved soon” I sighed again. What’s happening? I was so aggressive at that time. He was just concerned about my health, wasn’t he?
“Okay I am done, I am leaving. See you guys tomorrow. Good night” I got up from my seat. The girls wished goodnight and I started to walk towards our room. I need to take a good shower and relax my mind. After reaching I discarded my clothes and directly stepped into the shower. Feeling the cold water drenching my body I felt my whole self cooling down. The closing of the door rang in my ear and I turned my head to see my mate standing at the door completely naked. I gasped at his posture.
“Why are you here?” I asked him in shock. Wasn’t he with the guys? How come he is here so fast?