His Lovely Obsession (English)

Chapter 45

The door was flung open and an angry Nick came into view. His steps are like a panther's. Slow but

threatening.

"N-Nick.." she nervously uttered.

She is stepping back without removing her eyes from him. She mumbled a sound of hopelessness

when she felt the closet door on her back. She hugged herself as if to protect herself.

His nostrils are flaring as he moves forward.

"I-I'm sorry.. N-Nick....I'm really sorry." Her lips quivered as she tried not to cry.

What happened is inexcusable. His ego was badly bruised . He looks wrathful which is really scary.

"I-I d-didn't mean that to happen.... I am very sorry.." Her voice sounded so small.

He kicked his jeans which are on his path without removing his angry eyes on her. When he was just a

few inches away, she just closed her eyes and turned her head to the left. She is holding her breath as

he gets nearer. She swallowed when she felt his warm breath on the side of her face and neck. He is

breathing heavily.

(Nick)

He ran his eyes on the smooth skin of the side of her face then down her neck. She is really

bewitching. She doesn't have an idea how he feels about her. He wants to possess her body and soul.

He now realized that he is obsessed with her. He has been doing crazy things because he is jealous of

himself and he also has been repeatedly making mistakes because he can't control his emotions. If he

admitted to himself from the beginning that he liked her at first sight and made an effort to know the

real her, then they wouldn't be in this situation. Now he is all fucked up because of this stupid mess that

he himself created.

But by any means I will make her want and love me as Nick!- He promised himself.

He took hold of her hands and raised them above her head. He pinned them with his own . She opened

her eyes and turned her head. She raised her face to look at him. Their foreheads are almost touching.

"S-sorry..." she repeated in a very small voice.

He's breathing shallowly and his mouth is set in a grim line. "What the fuck don't you like about me?"

he asked menacingly.

(Stacey)

His breath smells of alcohol which strangely enough, she finds very pleasant.

"LOOK AT ME!" he ordered.

She was taken aback by his question and she lowered her eyes.

Slowly she raised them again and she was about to say something but his lips landed on hers. He is

kissing her as if to punish her at the same time to rouse her sexual desire. She wants her tongue to

battle with his but she can't hardly keep up with his. Nick seems to want to devour her mouth whole by

the way his tongue moves. He is kissing her like mad. She also wants to touch him but her hands are

confined by his so she moaned in frustration.

Then all of a sudden, he cut the kiss. He is now looking at her almost swollen lips while breathing

raggedly.

With his mouth barely opening, he asked, "Now answer me! Why don't you like me?!"

She swallowed. What will she say?

"Answer me or I swear I will do something that I will probably regret!"

To her surprise, he released her wrists and put a little distance between them.

"Speak up!" he commanded again.

She moistened her lips and she sighed heavily as she put her hands together to play with her fingers.

She lowered her stare.

"I want to see your eyes!"

She raised them again to meet his.

"We don't match." she simply said.

With a heavy frown, he cursed.

"And what the fuck do you mean by that??!"

"Don't you see? I am not your kind of woman. I am sexually inexperienced whether you believe it or

not. I won't satisfy you because I have only been with one man. "she admitted.

Nick wanted to say , and it will stay that way, but of course he didn't. Over his dead body that he will let

any asshole touch her. He is not Nicholas Derick Alcantara for nothing. He can do very bad things if

that would happen and no one can stop him.

He wants to hear her reason for wanting to do it with him.

"But you are willing to give yourself to me."

Stacey closed her eyes for a moment.

I think I better tell him the truth. She told herself.

For once she just wants to be honest with him. She doesn't want to think of the outcome after she tells

him the truth but she is tired of making up stories. It's not her thing.

"I am waiting!" he said sounding impatient.

"I said that because you are very persistent and I know that you won't stop." she finally admitted.

"And because of that you will give yourself to me though you are with someone already?" he asked

while his eyes are narrowed.

"I don't have a boyfriend. Derick and I aren't a couple yet because I haven't said yes to him yet but I am

planning to. So even if I give myself to you, I won't be cheating on him.

Nick's eyes are like slits now. As Derick, he told her that he doesn't want her to go out with other men

and she agreed.

"What exactly is your relationship with that Derick? Are you saying that you aren't committed to him?"

"We have a mutual understanding. I promised him that I won't go out with other men. But I can't avoid

seeing you because I work for you. "she sighed.

"What about what we have done before? The kisses and what happened a while ago? Don't you think

that's worse than going out with other men? Are you going to tell him everything? " he asked coldly

"Yes." she said without blinking.

"I will be honest with him even if he gets angry. I am sure you know what effect you have on women but

I tried to avoid you . I did my best to do that but you blackmailed me to work for you. To tell you frankly,

I don't do one-night stands. What happened to Derick and me is different. And it isn't how I wanted to

lose my innocence. But I never entertained the thought of giving myself to another man just because I Còntens bel0ngs to Nô(v)elDr/a/ma.Org

am no longer a virgin. The fact remains that , even if I didn't really want the set-up Derick suggested, I

said yes to it because anyway, I am an adult. You probably won't understand, but since Derick is my

first lover, if I'll have sexual urges, I will choose to do it with him. Only with him. But you are very

insistent and you don't take no for an answer so I felt you won't leave me alone. That's when I told

myself, since I got nothing to lose, I will let you have me once. Anyway, I will be Derick's woman a few

days from now so you can take me before that. "

DAMN! Where the fuck have you been all these time honey? Nick asked himself.

Stacey is really extra-ordinary. This is why he is crazy about her.

"If I am Derick I will badly hurt the asshole who will touch you."he said , his voice is very cold.

"Then you admit that you are an asshole?" Stacey asked sarcastically with a raised brow.

He gritted his teeth. "What if I am?" he rasped.

She shrugged.

"Then you deserve to be beaten up. Derick should smack you so he can at least get back at you.

Assholes should be taught a lesson. They shouldn't go after women who are with other men already. "

she said as her eyes sparkled.

He is speechless. Now he is more determined to make her his.

" I answered your question, can I go home now? Let's just forget all these. I love Derick. Now I realized

I can't do this . Maybe unconsciously I uttered his name which pissed you so you will stop wanting me.

Plenty of women are willing to be yours and are ready to play the game you like. I am not one of them.

So if you still want me to continue working for you, spare me, sir."

"What if I tell you that I consider you as mine already? Especially now that I learned that you are not yet

Derick's real girlfriend?"

Stacey felt the blood drained from her face. "You can't force me to have a relationship with you!" she

said defiantly.

Nick's lips thinned. "I will make sure that you will want me as much as I want you honey." he said

confidently.

"Then dream on,sir! " she jutted out her chin. "It's Derick I love and you have to accept that!"

His handsome face turned red. He gripped her arm and pulled her towards him.

"What if I tell you that I am better than that Derick?" he asked through gritted