HIS TRUE BEAUTY

I thrusted my nervous sweaty palms in my pocket, there I can hide my anger by squeezing my fist without anyone noticing.

I waited few minutes for her to come over to my side but she made no move to leave her dancing partner.

I went to the bar section of the reception, I ordered for a glass of hot wine, which was given to me within a minute, I took it down my throat at once and pretended to be interested in one of those hotties that always does things to get my attention.

A group of three friends noticing my stare, they waved at me shaking their butts intentionally to show off, one of them whispered the other and they approached me.

I smiled at how smooth , my plan worked, now I have to get Beauty’s attention, I said to my self.

“Hy Bruno”.

The ladies chorused, I played along.

I got one twerking for me and the other two caressing my body.

I looked towards Beauty, all that time, my eyes were on her, but she wasn’t even bothered just like before.

I got two more girls, still filling my stomach with hot drinks.

“Looks like the birthday boy is having it lit!”.

The DJ announced.

Everyone cheered surprisly because I’ve never done that before

All I wanted was the attention of the woman I love but she isn’t giving me any, instead she kept rocking the guy and it was so uncomfortable that I had to do something.

I shoved the girl twerking for me aside, then I got to the two, pulled Beauty into my arms, pushed Lucas so hard that he fell on the floor like a mighty log.All text © NôvelD(r)a'ma.Org.

The music went off and people started mumbling, Abigail who might have a clue of what happened chuckled.

“Bruno!”

Beauty snapped shocked like everyone else.

“Dude come on , it was just a dance”Lucas said, dusting his body.

“Sorry about that”I mumbled at him.

“Bruno that was …”

I grabbed on her tiny waist, lifted and carried her away going towards my room.

I heard my sister trying to calm everyone, especially Lucas.

As soon I got to the room, I dropped Bea’s hand and locked the door.

“Why will you do that, it’s just for fun, I can’t believe you’re that childish”.

She pouted with arched brows.

“Well I don’t like such fun, you should be having fun with me… not him.. because you are mine remember”.

She was speechless looking at me in a way like she was disgusted by childish behaviour.

“You are really something else! But you are having fun with those butty ladies”.

“What butty ladies?”I asked , trying to hide that fact that I am happy , she actually noticed that, also she sounded jealous because of them.

“Nevermind”she sneered.

“I am sorry about that, I was just trying to get your attention, i don’t care about any of those girls at all”I apologized.

She suddenly went cold.

“You really do love… me that much?”

She asked, undressing, I swallowed nervously and pretended not to love what am seeing, it was hard not to glance though.

She stripped completely and oh my gosh, she was looking like an artwork, her body’s insanely gorgeous and sexy , I felt my self harden.

“Well you know I do and I won’t ever stop loving you”.

She walked towards me, and strokes my chest, she got nearer , purposely letting her perky nipple touch my skin.

I tried to hold myself and let her make the first move, she kissed me, excitedly I grabbed her backside with intense but gentlyand kissed her passionately , she was so light on my body, her legs locked on my waist like a child.

We both fall on the bed , she went for my belts and I… kept kissing her lips down to her boobs , she pulled out from my pants and started sucking.

I closed my eyes and I can’t explain what happened but I was picturing her face, then her chubby look was all I got in my head, I tried hard to picture her this moment but it kept happening.

She stopped and pulled me down, climbing on me this time, I suddenly felt less excited about this.

“So show me, how do you miss me”.

She whispered to my ears and licked my ear down my throat in a sensual way.

Her nipple piercing against my hard chest, she kissed me again , I tried to return same energy but realized suddenly that I’ve lost all interest, I don’t know why, but it wasn’t same crazy feeling, I felt like , I was forcing myself, I can’t do this to her, she will feel offended, rejecting a woman’s sexual advance can kill her emotions.

I forced a smile and kissed her passionately.

She started riding on me, she moaned softly and I was losing my mind, not because of the ectasy of the movement of myself in her but …

“Bea.. emm, I… I … , Beauty”.

She stopped skipping, her sweaty body made her more sexy , she was gasping breathlessly, she looked at me a bit confused.

“What’s the problem Bruno?”she asked.

“I’m sorry…. can we stop?”

“What are you saying”she chuckled.

“I’m serious BeautyI… am sorry about this,”I mumbled avoiding her eye contact.

She was shocked for a minute then she smiled sadly and climbed down from the bed, without saying a word , she put on her undies.

“Beauty…..”

“Don’t call my name! Seems like you are all for my body afterall, you like them chubby huh? And I thought you loved me then for real , that you are different from the others I never knew the difference was they love skinny , you love chubby”.

She snapped loudly.

“No.. please that’s not true baby, you are really hot, sexy beautiful like always and I swear I have never stop loving you baby but no matter how much I tried to express those feelings, something is just not right”I said absentmindedly.

“What are you saying, if you don’t feel any love for me anymore, why don’t you say so or maybe do it for pleasure than killing my urges anad leaving me unsatisfied”she snapped angrily.

“I’m sorry, maybe we can try again, I know for sure that I love you…”

What could be wrong.

She turned her back at me and started crying, I wanted to console her , I felt really bad that I hurt her this, stupid! I shouldn’t have said it to her, I should have pretended and go on with it anyway.

“Maybe I shouldn’t have come here in the first place, it’s all my fault”.

Her voice was sorrowful.

Hearing her say that broke my heart, I knelt down on one knee.

“Beauty please, let’s go another round, maybe I will be comfortable and we can get crazy so crazy and dirty , you know how we do it”.

I was trying to make her feel better.

“You don’t get it , it’s useless, I am not supposed to be with you and please don’t come looking for me”.

She picked her purse and left.

I chased after her in my boxers not minding the visitors.

We got to the gate , she was fast enough to get a cab, and I still don’t know her address.

This time around , I will never forgive myself for this.