Novel Square
Episode- 352
Episode- 352
** Episode- 352**
Angela’s POV:
Aaron didn’t return to the room, it’s
midnight…. Queen left along ago, I couldn’t stand there so I decided to hide.
But as he is not here anymore, a fear is rising… like he will
feel disgusted in me because I killed my mother, His mother hates me for
everything… I can’t complain…
But why she didn’t try to understand what went through my
heart?..
what if Aaron listens
to his mother?
Will he leave me?...
he will abandon me like everyone else did?
I heard a voice
inside me, ‘You don’t deserve anyone… you killed your mother and many…’
stop this…
‘You are never going to be happy… he will leave you’
no… he can’t…. I can’t
lose the only person I love…
‘You are no longer
the Angela he loved…. you are worthless’
my eyes flooded with
tears….
‘You are disgusting’
No… No… please…
please stop
‘You are disgusting
and worthless… what kind of person you are?’
Please…stop!…
I covered my ears
with my hand, my hands are shaking, but the voice never stopped.
I shut my eyes close,
I want to cry harder.
I felt hand on my
face, it lifted me to face him. I heard Aaron’s voice, “Angela… look at me…”
I couldn’t look at
him, fearing this is imagination. I heard him, “Look at me Angela… please… I am
here…”
I opened my eyes with
lot of fear, Aaron was sitting in front on his knees holding my face. I cried out, “I… am sorry… I
didn’t meant to kill her…. it.. happened…”
I fell into his arms,
trying to get close to him. He can’t leave me, I will be alone and lonely
again…. it’s really dark in there… please.
Aaron embraced me, he
caressed my head saying, “I… know.. I know Angela… you didn’t meant it… I don’t
blame you…”
I hugged him tighter,
I said, “Don’t hate me again… please…”
he said, “I never
hated you… please stop crying…”
I whispered, “I love
you a lot… Please… don’t leave me… don’t leave me…”
I grabbed his face
looking at him, I begged, “Please Aaron believe… me.. I didn’t wanted to kill
her… I regret it… she said.. she said… I was burden, useless… she didn’t
regretted leaving me… I lost it….. I didn’t mean to”
I saw his tears, he
grabbed my hand said, “I don’t blame you… I know before mom… I knew what you
went through… please…. Stop crying…. I will not leave you, I love you more than
myself….” Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDrâ/ma.O(r)g!
he knows, but he
understood my side of the story…
then why the Queen
didn’t?
She…. She just asked
to leave Aaron…. How will I do that?....she Ordered me…
I don’t want to leave
him…. I can’t leave him.
30 minutes later,
I was cuddling into
him in bed, This time it is need to feel him close…. it’s hard… really hard….
I feel like he is dream that will be withdrawn from me…..
I heard Aaron,
“Angela… please sleep… don’t worry…”
I couldn’t help but worry….
I asked, “What if
Queen… takes you away?”
I added, “she hates
me….”
Aaron stayed silent,
this increased my fear. But he said, “My mom… she is nicest lady I have ever seen….
She is kindest among us all…. I don’t know what to do… I couldn’t define the
way she behaved, she never said something as this to both sister-in-laws… but I know I will not leave
you.”
he will not leave me…
this gave me strength…
He added, “But why mom is doing this?”