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why are risking this much for me?
why are risking this much for me?
Epiosde-158 why are risking this much for me?
Celeste's POV:
I felt someone grabbing my hand as I was
busy in my thoughts... I saw Steven. I tried to pull away but he said, "Celeste...
let me hold it... I won't do anything..."
I don't know what to
do?... Steven said, "show me around.... Please..." I nodded... after like 20 minutes
I was done showing him the house, he is funny and nice... he said, " will you not
show me your room.." my room?...
This is
embarrassing.. I opened the door for him and said, "my room... it's nothing
much.." he said as he looked around, "wow... it's like how princesses live..."
I smiled and said,
"I am not Princess..."
He looked at the
book shelf and the study table and said, "how do you survive these books.....
god! you are really genius..." I chuckled.. yea.. I have lots of books...
He said, "looks like I have to arrange books
for you in my place... don't worry I will arrange an entire room filled with
books if you like them.." he means when we get married.. I have to stop him
right there...
I said, "I am not a
v****n..." it took a lot of courage.. he turned to me as I said this\, my eyes
were getting teary, I said, "I do not love you... are you still signing up for
this?.. I will be honest, I won't able to love again... this engagement would be
senseless and hurtful... I am legally married to a man.."
He walked to me and
touched my cheek\, he said\, "I am not v****n either... I had 2 girlfriends so far\,
both of them were for money and cheat on my back... I don't demand things like
v*******y\, purity of body is defined when the heart is pure... I just care about
you being pure hearted... and no once an dirty you even if they try too"
I moved back and
said, "but I don't love you..." he said as he looked at me, "I don't care... I know
one day you will love me, I promise I won't force you, l wait till you love me.... Original from NôvelDrama.Org.
When I saw you I want to make you mine, but I won't force you... and we will find
a way to break the marriage with the Prince... it's not your problem now.. it's
mine... I feel the need to protect you.. you are magical..."
I really have no
faith in any men now.. but he sounds promising but somewhat unreasonable too... I
asked, "why?.. why are risking this much for me?"
He replied, "I
don't know... but I care for you, I didn't sleep well since I saw your picture...
you did something, and I swear on my life, I have feelings for you.. that why I
agreed to marry you..." I am so confused and worried at this point...
I looked away as I
was trying to control my own self.. I heard him, "you can take all the time you
need, Celeste...." He walked out of the room... I stood there thinking to myself....
what should I do?...
After dinner,
Steven went to his hotel room... I am glad that he is not staying here. I walked
in my room and went to the bathroom. I washed my face and applied some lotion,
but the entire time I was thinking about Steven and Ernest... these two men!...
I walked out of the
bathroom and I saw Ernest sitting on the chair, my eyes went wide. I shouldn't
panic, I should be more stronger and controlling.. just like he is..