Mafia Desire (Erotica)

He moaned encouragement, “That’s it slut, just like that.”

His words turned me on. I felt my pussy coming alive. I so much wanted to reach down and stroke myself but I chose to concentrate instead on giving Brooks as much pleasure as I could.

I felt his hips start to rock up and down. He was slowly pushing his cock deeper into my mouth. I opened as wide as I could so that he could fuck my face. Every time he moved deeper into my mouth, I sucked harder.

I started playing with his balls and he growled at me “Yes play with my balls. You are such a slut! I want you to swallow all of my cum baby.”

His hands wrapped around my head. I could tell he was nearing his orgasm. I let go of his balls and started to rub his anus. Slowly at first, circling his sphincter, and then I started to push into his ass until I had one finger inside.

He groaned “Oh shit yes Sydney I am cumming.”

He blasted a torrent of hot gooey protein into my mouth. I felt his cock twitching as each spurt splashed down my throat. So much cum. I swallowed as much as I could but it was an avalanche of white goo. I damn near orgasmed again it was so incredible. I felt his cock shrink in my mouth as I held onto it as long as possible.NôvelDrama.Org owns this.

Brooks sat up and sighed “That was fucking amazing, Sydney.”

He reached over and pulled me down into his arms. I was in a different world. I could not believe what just happened. I was elated but felt a twinge of guilt. It felt like I was repeating my sordid past.

I think Brooks sensed something as he asked “Is everything okay Sydney?”

Before I could answer I heard noises from inside the house. Oh Shit! Jack is home. I freaked out! I got up and grabbed my swimsuit and raced as fast as I could to my house. I left my book and sunglasses there but I will get those later.

As I walked inside, I heard Jack say to Brooks “Doing a little skinny dipping? Don’t let Sydney see you like that I don’t want her getting angry with me.”

I leaned back against the wall and thought to myself “What on earth have you done Sydney! Damn not again.”

I went to work Thursday evening feeling wonderfully alive yet guilty. I can’t believe I let Brooks seduce me so easily. As much as I tried to rationalize my feelings and actions I kept coming to the same conclusion. I acted like a slut and felt like I was repeating my horrid past from 15 years ago. Try as I may I could not get those thoughts out of my mind. When I got home, I was exhausted, more mentally strained than anything else. It was difficult to fall asleep but eventually I drifted off thinking that I would stop this nonsense tomorrow.

I woke up Friday morning after a restless night of sleep, rubbed my temples and thought out loud “What on earth was I thinking or rather not thinking yesterday afternoon.”

I can’t believe that I let Brooks seduce me so easily. I know that I’ve been horny but it still is no excuse! My God he is 22 years old and I’m 51. I am the adult. I am the one who should be the responsible person. I can’t give in to every salacious thought that crosses my mind. “Why Sydney why?” I thought.

I don’t know how I am going to face Brooks, let alone Jack. Damn it! This is just what happened with Ty years ago. Am I cursed to repeat my sins again? Damn it! Damn it! Damn it all! I rose out of bed and went to take a shower and ponder my next move. As I washed myself, I couldn’t help but relive the incredible tongue fucking I received yesterday. I came so hard and two times to boot. It was amazing sex and I have to admit it felt great to cum so hard as it’s been so long since I’ve been pleasured by someone other than myself or my toys.

I absentmindedly began to soap my breasts feeling the electric sparks shooting within me. It felt so good… Oh my God Sydney! Stop being such a slut! Here I’m beating myself up about yesterday’s indiscretion and what do I do? I start turning myself on! Am I that much of a cock starved slut? I can’t deal with this. I don’t trust myself around Brooks and yet tomorrow I’ve been invited over to Jack’s for drinks and appetizers. I started to cry not knowing what to do. How can I get out of this without hurting Jack’s feelings? I thought maybe I’ll just avoid Brooks until he goes home. If I can do that then maybe my life will return back to normal.

I got out of the shower and took a moment to look at myself. I turned sideways looking at my profile, studying myself in the mirror. I decided my body was in great shape for a woman in her early fifties. Of course, I worked hard to keep it taut and toned, no paunch, no saddlebags, no sagging skin beneath my arms, my workouts helped keep it that way. My breasts stuck out and sat proud upon my chest, barely showing any signs of succumbing to gravity, my erect nipples were hard and engorged with blood from my mounting excitement. I ran the tips of my fingers over them resulting in a pleasurable sensation that shot straight to my pussy.

I wondered if I was the same woman that I was a few weeks ago? Was I reverting to the MILF slut from 15 years ago? Yesterday afternoon with Brooks was amazing. The sex was so intense and gratifying. I closed my eyes and recalled in vivid detail how hot and wild the sex was. Just the thought of it brought a heated tingle that ran through my body and started my juices flowing again.

Damn it Sydney! Stop this! He is 22 years old! I have to get a grip or….

I slid my bra and panties on. I put on a cute white sleeveless button up blouse and a pair of cute little red shorts. I finished my ensemble with a pair of wedge sandals. I made up my mind that I was not going to run away and hide. I am a grown confident adult woman. I will sit down and have a reasonable talk with Brooks and explain that yesterday, while wonderful, was wrong and cannot happen again.

I left the house to run some errands, relieved that I didn’t have to face Brooks quite yet. As I was running my errands, I was rehearsing in my mind how best to discuss all my concerns with him. My concern was to make sure I could control my shameful desire. I need to let my guilty feelings control the conversation. I needed Brooks to understand that under no circumstances can there be a repeat of yesterday afternoon’s little tryst.

When I got home, I looked out my window into Jack’s backyard and saw Brooks lounging on one of the Chaises. Hmmmm, I know now why I was so easily seduced. The man is so damn sexy! Damn It, stop thinking like that. This has to end before it gets more complicated.

Seeing that it was a little past 11:00 I thought I’ll ask Brooks over for lunch so we can have our discussion without involving Jack. Great idea I mused. I opened the sliding glass doors to my Lanai and hollered “Brooks.”

He looked up and smiled and said “Hello gorgeous. Where have you been all morning? Are you going to come over for a swim?” My legs weakened as I understood the true meaning of his request. That boy does not lack confidence!

I quickly tried to regain my composure and replied “Sorry but I was running errands. Listen I am making lunch why don’t you come over in 15 minutes or so and we can have lunch?”

“That would be great baby. I’ll get out of my trunks and head over there in a bit. By the way you are looking very tasty.” he replied with that sexy little smirk. Control yourself Sydney you need to be strong so that you don’t succumb to your damn horniness.

A little while later I heard Brooks, “Man Sydney your legs look amazing in those little red shorts and heels.”

My heart skipped a beat and I immediately felt my arousal as my face reddened. This is so bad! Before I could get myself together, I saw Brooks. He was dressed in a Polo shirt with some comfortable looking shorts fast approaching, his arms outstretched. Oh boy I thought as his arms engulfed me, then he lowered his mouth in search of mine. I melted into his arms and met his lips.

Shit I thought what am I doing but I couldn’t help myself. His hands moved to my ass and squeezed my cheeks while he whispered in my ear, “Sydney, I’ve missed you baby. I can’t get enough of you.”

Oh no I started leaking big time, sparks flew inside of me as my breathing became ragged. I looked up to him and said “Easy Tiger. Let’s not get so worked up before we even had a chance to have lunch. Go and sit down.” Well as hard as that was to do, I felt that I had withstood his first salvo of sexiness and desire.

He asked if he could help with anything, which I thought was so nice of him, but I told him that I had things under control. Haha, under control, I am flushed with desire and wet in my arousal but I have it under control. Nice one Sydney.

I served lunch and sat down to try and discuss my concerns. I did not know how to bring it up at first, so I followed Brooks conversation which, was about me, us, yesterday, today; you get the theme. I mean what woman would not enjoy a handsome young man lusting with desire for her. It turned me on but I had to stop this love fest before it snowballed any further.

So finally, with some inner strength I didn’t know I possessed I said “Brooks! Stop! We have to talk about yesterday. Please listen to me.”

“What about yesterday? It was wonderful. Don’t you agree?” He blurted with a look of concern in his blue eyes.

“Well yes and no. That’s what we need to discuss.”

Brooks responded with a confused look “I don’t understand Sydney. Yesterday was the best day of my life. I thought you enjoyed it as much as I did?”

“I did Brooks, but the problem is I am 30 years older than you. I am old enough to be your mother! I should not have acted on my emotions. Yesterday cannot happen again!”

With that I got up and moved into the kitchen to start cleaning the dishes. In reality I moved to kitchen because my heart was breaking as I saw Brook’s reaction. He looked so sad I just couldn’t bear to see that.

I sensed Brooks standing behind me as he wrapped me in his arms and pled into my ear “Please don’t say that, Sydney. I want you so much. Please Sydney don’t push me away.”

As hard as it was, I turned and cupped his face with my hands and with a little tear forming in my eye I said “Brooks we have to stop this. I can’t do this. Please understand.”