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Mafia Kings: Adriano: Chapter 36
What a fucking ASSHOLE.
We’d just had incredible sex –
Even better than last night (and that had been the best sex of my life up to that point) –
And then suddenly he turned all business-like and cold.
As I listened to the shower, I lay there in bed feeling furious –
And heartsick.
I chalked it up to him being a guy…
But really, deep down, I knew I’d made a horrible mistake.
He’s a fucking GANGSTER, Bianca.
Sex means NOTHING to him.
He was just using you…
Like he uses tons of women all the time.
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It hurt. Really bad.
Last night – and just now – had meant something to me.
I didn’t like admitting it, now that he’d shown his true colors and turned out to be an asshole –
But it hadn’t just been a roll in the hay for me.
I felt… connected to him.
On a way deeper level than just sex.
(Even though the sex had been mind-blowing.)
But now I could see that it didn’t go both ways – that I was the only one with these feelings.
It also didn’t help that he’d just ruined me for other men.
I mean, my god…
His body…
His cock…
His stamina…
The way he made me come over and over…
The way he stared into my eyes when he was –
Wait.
Hold up.
I frowned.
None of it made any sense.
When we’d been having sex, Adriano had held off on having an orgasm forever –
So that I could keep coming.
If he didn’t give a damn about me, why didn’t he just shoot his load and be done with it?
Roll over and go to sleep like most of my exes?
He’d put a lot of effort into making me feel good…
And obviously taken a lot of pleasure from my pleasure.
So where was this coldness coming from?
Was being fantastic at sex just something he did to stroke his ego –
But once it was all over, he let you know where you really stood?
And that stuff about my father – it was like he was deliberately trying to hurt me.
I sighed angrily.
Fuck men.
Just… fuck ‘em.
They were idiots and assholes and I hated them all.
Although at the moment, I really hated one in particular.