Chapter 77
Our next meeting happened the following night.
He gave me a gift of silk scarves for bondage; I served him a meal delivered from my favorite local restaurant.
And we had ‘the talk’ about consent and boundaries.
Things went mostly as expected.
I was mildly surprised he wanted to forego condoms and that he was interested in anal sex.
He seemed so… conservative.
On the other hand, I ran a BDSM club. I had tons of proof that conservative appearances were no indication of what a person enjoyed in bed.
The big surprise was when Roberto told me, “I like to take without asking.”
Oh.
The idea of him taking what he wanted…
It felt dangerous.
But also very, very hot.
I still wanted to be safe, so I explained the red-yellow-green color system.
He had a pretty funny counter-proposal, which he called ‘a time-honored system from Italy’:
I should just slap his wrist if I didn’t like something.
After we talked, I took him to bed.
And that’s when things got super fucking hot.
The foreplay was amazing…
The way he went down on me was heavenly…
But what I really wanted was to see his cock.
I’d been thinking about it ever since last night when he’d denied me a look.
Fantasizing about it…
Wondering how big it was.
Part of me worried that he’d kept it hidden for a reason.
Maybe he was really small –
Although it had seemed big enough when I’d felt it pressing against me.
I shouldn’t have worried.
He was definitely bigger than any man I’d ever been with. Much bigger.
And his cock was gorgeous. My mouth watered at the sight of it.
Now, I must admit it was a little odd that he remained completely clothed…
But the contrast of his big, thick, rock-hard cock jutting from the fly of his tailored pants?
Incredibly sexy.
And the power imbalance of him being clothed while I was completely naked?
I liked it.
And I couldn’t wait to see where he took it.
When he put on a condom (to my relief) and slipped inside me the first time, I gasped.
Not only was he bigger than any of my previous partners, but it had been a long time since I’d had sex. I hadn’t even used a dildo in over three months, so I wasn’t used to having that much inside me.
The sensation of being filled up was incredible.
Then he started stroking my clit…
As the head of his cock rubbed against my g-spot.
Fuuuuuck.
I think I started moaning in Cantonese –
And then I heard him say, “Look at me.”
It wasn’t quite the Voice – not commanding enough, not dark enough – but I still made the effort to peer into his eyes.
“Don’t come,” Roberto nodded.
Ah.
This was the ‘control’ part that got him off.
I decided to play his little game and nodded.
Then he began to fuck me harder. Faster.
I let my head hit the mattress again –
“Look at me.”
I struggled to obey his orders.
“Don’t come,” he said.
However, my orgasm was building fast.
I wasn’t quite there yet, but I was getting close.
“Please – ” I moaned.
“NO.”
OH FUCK.
He’d used the Voice.
It sent a thrill of desire through my pussy –
And a shiver of fear up and down my spine.
I nodded and did my best to hold back.
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Roberto was incredible in bed – caressing my clit and fucking me all at once –
And I felt my body rebelling as I tried not to climax.
I wanted to so bad –
But the Voice reeled me back in every time and made me obey.
It was getting to the point where I couldn’t hold out any more –
When his cock suddenly pulled out of me, and his finger disappeared from my clit.
It was like having the most delicious piece of chocolate melting on your tongue –
And then somebody yanked it out and stuffed a lemon in your mouth.
It was that big of a contrast.
I had been frantic to come –
And now I couldn’t.
“ROBERTO!”
I yelled at him; that didn’t work.
I begged; that didn’t work, either.
He just stood there with a knowing smirk, like he knew exactly how badly I wanted his cock.
“Where are your toys?” he asked.
“I don’t want them!” I protested. “I want you – ”
And that’s when the Voice came out again.
“Where are your toys?”
I swallowed hard – a little afraid of what he might have planned – but said, “In the top drawer of the nightstand.”
Within 30 seconds, he was back at the bed, still fully dressed with the condom covering his cock…
Except he had a vibrator, some lube, and one of my dildos.
This was either going to be a lot of fun…
Or really fucked up.
“What are you doing?” I asked nervously.
He didn’t answer, which unnerved me even more.
He just lubed up his index finger, warming it up…
And then slowly eased his fingertip between my ass cheeks.
Oh fuck!
I actually liked ass play, but not until I was well into a relationship –
And completely trusted a man.
I liked Roberto – a lot – and I really wanted to fuck him –
But I wasn’t so sure about the trust part yet.
“Wait – red!” I protested, using the color system.
He stopped, to his credit.
“Let me touch you,” he said softly.
“No.”
His voice grew sexier as he repeated, “Let me touch you.”
“…no,” I said, though I wasn’t quite as sure this time.
And then the Voice growled, “Let me touch you.”
OH FUCK…
When he spoke like that, it just did something to me.
It was like verbally being tied up…
And I loved being tied up.
“…fine,” I said nervously. “But… YELLOW.”
I could see him stifle a smile.
Then he went back to touching me.
His finger gently touched my asshole…
So soft…
Caressing me…
Circling me…
Fuck that felt good…
And then I felt him gently ease the tip inside me.
“Red!” I yelped.
Still not ready yet.
He immediately withdrew his fingertip from inside me –
But at the same time, his other hand gently stroked around my clit.
All that pleasure I’d lost when he’d pulled out of me a few minutes ago?
A hint of it came rushing back with just that one little caress.
“OH!” I moaned –
And then he stopped.
Mother FUCKER –
He was going to withhold orgasm from me until I let him have his way.
“No fair!” I scowled.
He grinned. “Whoever said I was going to be fair?”
Then he began to softly caress my asshole again…
As he simultaneously stroked my clit.
The combination of the two sensations – the forbidden and the pleasurable – was absolutely delicious.
And he kept doing it.
“Fuuuuck… oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck,” I moaned.
“What color are you?” he asked.
I shot daggers at him. “Yellow.”
You fucker.
He knew exactly what he was doing…
And he was enjoying it.
And…
To be honest…
So was I.
A lot.
He grinned again, then slowly eased his fingertip inside my ass…
While he intensified the caresses around my clit.
“Oh God…” I moaned.
He kept easing his finger deeper and deeper inside me…
All while caressing my clit firmer, faster, harder.
Fuck, I was going to come –
And not how I wanted to, with his cock inside my pussy –
But his finger inside my ass.
At the moment, though, it felt like a pretty good alternative.
And just as I was about to climax –
The fucking asshole slipped out his finger and stopped stroking my clit.
BASTARD!
It was like he had some kind of psychic ability to know right when I was about to come, and he was using it to torture me.
“I’M GOING TO FUCKING KILL YOU!” I yelled at him in frustration.
He just laughed. “I’m going to put my cock inside your ass. Condom or no condom?”
My pussy fluttered when he said it –
UNHHH –
But I wasn’t about to let him have the satisfaction.
Not after all the bullshit he’d pulled.
“Neither!” I snarled. “Red!”
He ignored me – or at least didn’t show any sort of reaction.
Instead, he picked up the dildo…
Put the tip right between the lips of my pussy…
And left it there.
I’d been aching to come –
And I was pretty sure that if he just slid it inside me, I’d climax right then and there –
But he didn’t go any further.
OH MY FUCKING GOD I’M GOING TO KILL HIM –
I wanted it inside me so bad that I would have done almost anything he wanted.
…almost.
“There was something we didn’t talk about on your BDSM checklist,” he said.
“Yeah, withholding of orgasm!” I said angrily.
“No. Double penetration.”
It took me a second to register what he meant.
What?
…ohhhhhhhhh…
Oh FUCK.
He was going to slide his cock inside my ass…
And the dildo inside my pussy.
That was something I’d never done before…
And I desperately wanted to try it.
Before I could say anything, he took the vibrator and placed it on my belly.
It wasn’t turned on yet, but the tip of it pointed right at my clit…
Which I assumed was the promise of a reward if I just gave in to him.
Oh my God…
If he does all three things at once, I’m going to come SO HARD…
“Condom or no condom?” he asked again.
Fuck him!
Fuck him for being an asshole –
Fuck him for taking me to the brink and leaving me hanging –
And yet, I could imagine what it would feel like to have him inside me along with the dildo – not to mention using the vibrator.
I nearly cried inside.
Fu-uh-uh-uh-uuuuuuuck…
I wasn’t about to give in all the way, though, so I just whispered, “I’ll leave it up to you.”
He smiled… then unrolled the condom from his cock…
And my mouth watered to see the pink skin and that big, swollen head.
Oh my god, this is going to be INSANE…
And it was.
It was beyond insane.
Feeling him inside me, skin on skin –
And the feeling of having two cocks inside me at the same time –
Plus the vibrations on my clit –
The sensations –
The pleasure –
Him repeatedly telling me to hold back from climaxing –
I nearly lost my fucking mind.
When he finally released me with the Voice –
(“Come for me!”)
I’d say it qualified as a religious experience.
Absolute heaven on earth…
And I didn’t even have to die to get there.