Chapter 12- Just s joke
Chapter 12- Just s joke
Warning - Mature scene ahead along with strong language. Read at your own risk.??
Meher's p.o.v
He caressed my lips and asked," Will you be my wife?"
My breath hitched hearing his question. I felt like my cheeks are getting warm. I am blinking my eyes
continuously. Did he really propose me? I can't believe my ears.
I asked him surprisingly, "you want to marry me?"
" Can't I marry you? Aren't you worthy enough to be my wife? He asked me and pulled me into his
embrace by holding my waist tightly. I am so small into his broad embrace that I felt like I am standing
in front of a giant.
I said confusingly," But, you are already engaged."
" If you want then I can break my engagement. I am not married yet. Do you want to be my wife?" He
asked me inhaling my scent.
I am not understanding what I should say. One part of me is very happy hearing his proposal and telling
me to agree. But, another part of me is telling me to not agree. I don't know why I listened to my happy
side.
I asked him timidly," Will you hurt me even after our marriage? I want to be your better half. Not
mistress. I want you to respect me and love me which a wife deserve."
Saying that I hide my face into his chest because of shyness. I have genuinely said what I really
thought. Is he really caring for me? If he didn't then he wouldn't have proposed me. Does he love me?
I am busy in my thinking when he pushed me hard and I landed on the floor on my knees with a thud
sound. I hissed in pain because of the impact.
I looked at him widening my eyes and asked him," Why did you push me?"
I saw him laughing like I have said any kind of joke. Why is he laughing? Is it funny?
He said controlling his laugh," You are really dumb. You didn't get my joke yet."
" Joke? What do you mean? I asked him with a gloomy expression on my face.
Then, he sat down on the couch crossing his legs.
He said laughing," I was very angry about some office matter. So, I wanted to laugh and that's why I
joked with you. Trust me, I didn't know that I can make such a great joke and you are that dumb."
Hearing him, my eyes became blurry due to tears. Is my feelings a joke material for him? Is there no
value for my feelings? How can he do that to me! He humiliated me.
I am still looking at him with my glossy eyes when he said having a boring expression on his face,"
How can you even think that I will marry you? What do you have? Apart from a slutty face and a tight
cunt. What more do you have? How can you even think that I will marry a whore like you? How can you
even think that I will break off my engagement for a whore like you?"
Hearing him, I felt like someone has stabbed my heart with a sharp dagger. His words pierced through
my heart. I am just a whore for him! I lowered my head where tears are soaking my cheeks.
" I am not a whore," I said yelling.
He said making a disgusted face," Yes, you are. Aren't you spreading your legs in front of me every
day? That's what whores always do."
I couldn't control my anger anymore and yelled more loudly," You didn't leave any choice in front of me.
You made me your mistress. It wasn't my fault."
" Whatever! I am surprised seeing your wish. You want to be my wife! Huh! You have forgotten your
place so early. Don't forget that you are just my whore, my bed warmer. Nothing else," He said like a
heartless person and lit a cigarette.
I asked him fisting my palm," If I am just your whore then why did you give me this demn lehenga?
What do you want to prove by giving that?
Hearing me, he chuckled
and said blowing the smoke in the air," Oh, this lehenga. It was my fiancee's. She bought it today and
wore it for once. She didn't like it so much and decided to throw it away. I stopped her and an idea
came to my mind. I thought I can give her leftover to you. Her leftover suits you perfectly."
Saying that he rolled his eyes and a smirk formed on his face. I can see his satisfied expression after
humiliating me.
I asked him crying yet angrily," Are you even human? What I have ever done to you? Why are you
humiliating me every time?"
Asking all this I broke down into hysterical sobs and lowered my head.
My heart is burning. He again proved me wrong. I thought that somewhere in his heart I have a place. From NôvelDrama.Org.
But, it was my misconception. He never considered me as a human let alone as his special person.
I am still crying badly sitting on the floor when he came forward and said like a jerk," Bohot hogaya
yeyy rona dhona( enough of this crying). Apna yeyy natak band Karo( stop your drama) and give me a
nice suck."
" After humiliating me that much, my crying is looking like a drama to you! Do you have any idea what I
am feeling? Don't my tears effect you even for once? I asked him with my most painful voice.
This time I am not crying. I am feeling like to punch him and kick him non stop.
Hearing me, he leaned a little and said clutching my hairs," I don't give a shit to your crying. Apart from
hatred, I don't feel anything for you. You deserve all this."
I am looking at him biting my lips to control my tears. But, those stupid tears made their way from my
eyes to my cheeks.
Then, he ordered me," Give me a nice blowjob."
I don't know what's he talking about. Right now, I just want to go to my room and cry as much as I want.
I asked him timidly," What are you telling me to do?"
" I ordered you to give me a blowjob," he replied clutching my hairs.
I said looking down," I don't know what is blowjob."
Hearing me he gave me an irritated expression. He said opening his pant's zipper," you are good for
nothing. I am telling you to suck my dick like a good whore."
Saying that he removed his pant and his manhood sprung out in front of me. I am feeling too much
embarrassed. It's the first time that he is humiliating me like that. Tears aren't stopping from my eyes.
I said looking at another direction," I will not do this kind of disgusting thing. How can you be so
shameless?"
I tried to stand up when he forced me to kneel in front of him. I said pleading," Sir, please. Don't be so
cruel. I can't do this nasty stuff."
" Aren't you my whore? It's your job to satisfy me. So, stop your pleading and suck me off," He replied
holding my hairs.
And the next moment, he shoved his manhood inside my mouth and thrust fastly before I could say
anything. I gagged and choked like I will vomit anytime. But, he didn't spare me. He defiled my mouth
brutally. He forced me to swallow his liquid.
He pressed his big palm on my mouth tightly so that I can't throw up that nasty liquid. I can taste him
inside my mouth.
Seeing my condition, he didn't spare me nor he showed any mercy.
He throw me on the couch and removed that lehenga forcefully. I know what's coming now. I resisted
and earned his abusive words.
He shoved his erected member inside my vagina and said closing his eyes," Fuck! I was missing your
tight cunt for 1 week."
I just closed my eyes due to shame and helplessness. He fucked me very brutally almost tearing my
vaginal walls.
When he was done with me he threw me on the floor and said zipping his pant," Never dare to dream
of being my wife. Because you are a whore and you will remain a whore always."
After that, he left the house leaving me with my shattered self-respect and defiled body.
With too much difficulty I locked the main door and run to the kitchen. I hold a knife and ready to cut my
wrist. I don't want to continue this life. I can't tolerate all this anymore.
I will just cut my wrist when Adeel bhai's face and Asif's face flashed in front of me. Remembering
them, I throw away the knife and broke down into hysterical sobs. I can't leave this world leaving
behind my brothers in problems.
I came back to my room and changed this lehenga. I will burn it very soon. The more I will see it the
more I will feel pain.
After changing I immediately took a shower where I brushed my teeth like 10 times to remove that
nasty thing's taste. I vomited throwing up everything which I have eaten earlier.
After the shower, I came back to my room and sat on the prayer mattress. I raised my hands in duaa.
I said crying," Yayy Allah, kya sari sajaye sirf hamari liye e hey? Ush jallad admi ke liye koi saja kew
nehi hey! ( Hey Allah, are every punishment for me? Don't you have any punishment for that heartless
man).
I rested my head on the prayer mattress and said hiccupping," When will you stop taking my test? I
can't live like that. Just take away my soul. Please, I am breaking every time. Help me."
I cried on the prayer mattress like hours. Every time I feel peace after praying but the situation is
different today. I am not feeling any peace.
After praying I laid down on the bed to sleep. But, sleep is far away from my eyes. My eyes started
hurting because of too much crying.
Today, he has broken my heart so brutally that it will never be healed. I will never forgive him for
humiliating me like that.
Sehreyar's p.o.v
I came back to my house after fucking Meher. I wasn't feeling like to leave her in that house alone but I
didn't have any choice. I have to live in my house until dadi(grandma) is here.
Today I have humiliated Meher too much. I never wanted to humiliate her but I didn't have any choice.
Her brother is the reason for her miserable fate.
I still remember that day when Haniya was crying in front of me and telling me how Adeel humiliated
her. My little innocent sister loved him truly but that bastard only used her.
That fucker refused to accept my sister in front of the whole society. He refused to accept that he and
Haniya were married secretly. That bastard even refused his own blood. He refused to accept his own
child.
I am going to give the same pain to his sister. When his sister will cry in front of him and tell him about
her humiliating life then he will understand how I felt seeing my sister. His heart will also burn just the
way my heart burned.
I wanted to hang that bastard. But, no. I can't let him die so easily. He has to be alive and see his
sister's miserable life. If he does then he will not feel the emotional pain which I have felt.
Very soon I am going to meet him and tell him about his sister. I can't wait to see his pale face when I
will tell him how I am fucking his sister every day. I can't wait to tell him how his sister is spreading her
legs in front of me. It's going to be fun to see that bastard's crying face.
" What about Meher? She is innocent," my subconscious said.
I snapped mentally," Haniya was also innocent. Meher is being punished for her brother's sins."
" Don't you love Meher? My subconscious asked me.
I replied opening my shirt," If the situation were different then I might have married her and treat her as
my queen. But, Alas. It's her bad luck that she is Adeel's sister."
Saying that I entered into my washroom to take a shower. I closed my eyes under the water and
automatically I remembered Meher. I can't get her out from my system.
I am not guilty of what I have done today. " Are you? My subconscious said and I just ignored him.
Meher is just a play toy for me. I will throw her away when I will get bored with her. Her beauty is
something which always tries to make me more attracted to her.
Her simplicity and innocence is something which always makes me attached to her.
Today, she was looking like an angel in that lehenga. I was feeling like to really make her my wife and
that's when Haniya's face came to my mind. Remembering my sister I remembered my plan and
concentrated on my plan.
I have to be careful from next time. I can't be weak to Meher. I have to be harder with her. I have to
increase the punishment level every day.
Author's p.o.v
Sajal is in her room and trying every clothes which she had bought with Sehreyar.
She is in cloud nine thinking about Sehreyar. She is feeling very happy that she has passed some time
with Sehreyar through shopping.
She is busy in her daydreaming when her phone started ringing. She saw the caller id and it's from that
spy whom she appointed to follow Sehreyar.
She received the call and asked him," Don't waste my time. Come to the point. What have you found?"
The spy smiled and said," Sehreyar sir was living in his farmhouse for the last 7 months. Today, he has
visited the farmhouse again. I have already sent you the address."
" Fine. Now, will you tell me why he was living in his farmhouse leaving behind his huge mansion which
is not less than any palace? Did you find the reason behind it," Sajal asked knitting her brows.
The spy replied," Well, I have seen a young girl coming out from the farmhouse every day. Most
probably that girl is living in that farmhouse."
" What? A girl? Do you know what's that girl's relationship with Sehreyar?" Sajal asked impatiently. She
has lost her control hearing that a girl is living in Sehreyar's house.
She mentally said," I swear if that girl has any connection with Sehreyar then I will not spare her."
" I am not sure yet about the girl's relationship with Sehreyar Al Seikh. As you are his fiancee you can
interrogate the maids of that house or you can go to the house and simply ask about her identity," The
spy said and Sajal agreed with him.
After that, she cut the call and said angrily," I can't say anything to the girl without knowing anything.
Sehreyar will not like if I interfere in his life."
Then, a smirk formed on her lips and she said," Maybe someone else can interfere. But, before that, I
have to talk with the maids about that girl's identity. If the girl is having some kind of forbidden
relationship with Sehreyar then I will kill her. No, I will do worse then death with her."
After that, Sajal laid down on the bed and said smiling," Sehreyar is only mine. I will remove every
single which will come between me and Sehreyar."