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Logan dragged me to his car and made me sit in. His driver drove off and I tried to keep my distance. I scooted to the side of the car as soon as he sat next to me and started undoing his necktie.
I thought he was gonna jump on me but he never did. all the way home I was trapped inside my own thoughts. We left the party early. I couldn’t even say goodbye to the few friends I’d made tonight and I had no idea what was waiting for me at home.
Morin’s voice kept repeating itself in my head. Something told me I should’ve opened up to him. I should’ve said something, Logan wouldn’t have guessed if I played well. And maybe I’d be getting out of here before I knew it. But again, I’d have nowhere to go if I escaped from Logan. I needed to have some money to be able to survive on my own and as the car drove along, I told myself Logan was going to give me that money and I knew how I was going to take that from him.
Tonight, I was going to change this horrible game.
When the car came to a stop in front of the house, I stepped out after him. The heels were starting to hurt my feet and I wanted to get rid of them, and this dress. I walked in before Logan and we both stepped into the elevator in silence. I watched his reflection on the pure elevator iron as he stood behind me, his back pressed up straight behind me. I felt chills run up my neck as I felt his bulge with my butt pressed against him. And I think I knew what was coming.
Flashes from the first time we had sex came back. That was the only time I’d ever truly wanted the sex. Ever since then, Logan was always making me have sex and it disgusted me. I had seen it coming and now it’s happening. This was all he cared about, all he wanted me for and now I’m going to change it all.
When the doors slid open, I tried to step out but he caught my hand and yanked me back into his arms. He pushes us out, his lips going up to kiss my neck till we were right in front of his door. He turned and pushed me against it, hoisting me up as he tried to slip a hand into my dress while trying to push the door open with his other hand. He opens the door First and grabbed my waist, walking us in.
I waited for him to kiss me but he never did. He wasn’t passionate about this, he just wants to have my body and be done with it.
I felt anger shoot through me and I wanted all this to stop. I should’ve left when he asked me to even when I didn’t know what kind of deranged test that was for me. Somehow, I could’ve managed to leave.Nôvel/Dr(a)ma.Org - Content owner.
But here I was again, about to please him in his bed because that’s all I’m good for.
I started fighting him as soon as he pressed me against the wall.
” Have something to say? ” He stops peppering kisses on my neck to ask.
I dragged air into my lungs and replied ” I don’t wanna do this ” I told him confidently.
His lips went into a long smile ” you don’t have much say in this, Layla ”
” I do. I do not want you having sex with me whenever you feel like while I just have to obey you and lay there every damn night! ”
” I guess you finally got the answer to your nagging question about why I haven’t killed you and instead kept you here. ” he replied, amusement in his voice.
I pushed him back with a great force and he stumbled back. I realized I shouldn’t have done that immediately but it was too late. He was angry and was gonna hit me now. I needed to act fast.
” Tell me Layla, ” he spoke as he watched me from the distance ” what were you discussing with that red head at the gallery the other night? ”
I felt my heart fall into the pit of my stomach as the unexpected question hit me like a wrecking ball. He still hasn’t forgotten about that? I’d expected him to ask me this question that night but he never did. He’d only pretended to trust my loyalty.
I remember the lady asking about how I was doing and if Logan was treating me well. She also mentioned working for him once before and then she’d told me they’d slept together once and I’d felt angry.
” She told me that you two used to work together and that you slept with her before firing her ” I told him bitterly.
He stops for a second, as if shocked that I’d speak to him the way I just did but I didn’t care. Thinking about all she’d said that night seemed angering all over again.
He starts taking light steps towards me and then stopped as he reached me. “Yes, me must’ve had good sex for her to do something as shameful as telling my current girlfriend about it. ”
” What do you take me for, Logan? Your play thing? ”
” You truly want an honest answer to that? ”
“No!” I replied before he could get the words out. I didn’t think I was ready to hear it as I knew exactly what he was going to say. I didn’t mean anything to him, I was just the sex object he got for free.
I tried to leave but he grabs me and slammed me back against the wall, causing a great deal of a pain in my ribcage.
” I’m not done talking ” he said before roughly grabbing me again and tossing me aside.