This Strange Feeling
Sofia’s POV
That girl had tripped me on purpose and I just don’t know why. She looked so furious and she kept glaring at us, or should I say me in particular. The evil smile on her face made me shiver in fear.
I think she hates me and I really can’t say why. Maybe I’ll meet up with her sometime and I’ll try to find out what I’ve done to offend her. We could end up being best of friends in this strange place that we find ourselves.
I felt so shy and embarrassed when my new owner, or should I say my new master? He took me in his arms and carried me back into my room and he placed me on the edge of the bed, making me sit to face him.
I couldn’t help hiding away my face that’s blushing a bright red right now. He’s been acting so strange with me. Seeing us together, you would think that we are newlyweds. You’ll never know that I am simply a commodity that he acquired with his money.
You would never believe that the mafia Lord, the same man that had my dad shaking like a scared little cat, had asked me to address him by his first name.
I wouldn’t dare it!
I think it’s a trick. He may be trying to get me to make a wrong move so he would have a reason to kill me. But I won’t fall for it. I would do my best to stay alive and please him, who knows, he may finally let me go someday.
I thanked him for giving me a ride in his warm arms that made me feel safe and secure, but he corrected me again, telling me to call him by his name, Damien.
I couldn’t help the warm smile that graced my face when he said that. I hid my face away so he wouldn’t think that am crazy or something. A part of me is wishing that he would continue this way. I wish he’ll keep treating me this nicely.
Then I felt his palm on my cheeks as he said “Look at me Sofia.” He said in a sexy baritone that sent chills all over my body.
When he gently caressed my face, I couldn’t help shivering in desire as I mean more into his gentle touch. It felt do damn good. This feeling is so heavenly.
I wanted more of it. I know it sounds strange but I just can’t resist him. I want him to touch me more and kiss me with his warm full lips that always gets me distracted whenever I set eyes on him.
Oh my God!
Why the hell am I thinking this way?? I should hate him for taking me away from home. I should fear him because he is the mafia Lord and he is a very dangerous man.
Every other sane girl would have fought against the idea of coming here with him and they would have been hiding away or trying to escape from him.
Every sane girl would do that, but not Sofia Blake. Not me because am a stupid horny girl that’s busy fantasizing about her new master. Am having these beautiful fantasies about us and I know that he’ll hate me forever wishing if he knew that I wish to have him all to myself.
I felt so sad when he took his hand away from my cheeks. I had to restrain myself from reaching out to pull his hand and bring his palm back to my cheek.
No, I won’t let my wild sexual desire to get me in trouble with him. I’ll serve him the best way I can and I’ll cage my raging hormones before they put me in trouble or get me killed.
Just when I was trying to talk myself out of these silly fantasies, he then sat facing me on the bed and he made me look into his eyes as he apologized to me for taking me away from my family.
He actually apologized to me, The most ruthless and fearless Mafia Lord just apologized to me. There must be a mistake somewhere. This is definitely not the mafia Lord that has everyone shaking in fear.
He doesn’t look like the monster that everyone paints him to be and he’s certainly not acting like one. He treats me with so much love and care and I doubt that he’s ever going to hurt me or treat me bad because everything about his just screams.. LOVE.
I felt so sad when he left my room. He just confessed to me that he loves me and I know within me that I feel the same way but I just couldn’t being myself to confess my feelings to him.
He said he was going to give me time to think about it because he wants me to love him back willingly and he doesn’t want to stay around me for too long because he wouldn’t be able to keep his hands to himself.
What if I tell him that I don’t want him to?
Would it be weird if I tell him that my body yearns for his touch? I just can’t help it, I love it when he touches me. That’s why I felt so sad and I couldn’t leave that very spot even after he left my room.
He said his room is just opposite mine and I can come to him whenever I want but I just can’t come up with an excuse to go search for him and I really want to be with him, his presence is so comforting and I feel so safe and secure when he’s around.
Damn!
I think am going crazy. I just can’t believe myself. It has only been a couple of hours but am already turning into a horny bitch. I simply can’t control my desires when he is around me.
Is this what it feels like to be in love?
It’s such a wonderful feeling and I just don’t want it to come to an end. I want to stay in love with him forever and I want to experience love in his arms, every day of my life.
I slowly got up from the bed and went to freshen up. I felt so weak and sad as I sluggishly went to run a quick shower for myself. Every little task seems so difficult but I managed to shower and put on one of the hot sexy blue lingerie night wear that he had bought for me earlier today.
The material was soft against my skin and I loved how I feel comfortable in it. The breast cup is made of a see through lace while the lower part has a soft, stretchy silk that felt so soft on my skin.
The matching thong is made of the soft silky material while some parts are designed with the lace. It felt so cute and sexy on me and a small part of me wishes he is here right now to see me looking so hot and sexy in this night wear that he had picked for me himself.
I stood by the mirror for a few minutes admiring myself. I kinda look like one of those girls that worked at those clubs that I used to sneak off to with my friends in school.Please check at N/ôvel(D)rama.Org.
At least those girls were admired in their sexy two-piece lingerie but no one would even see me looking this sexy, let alone admiring me.
I walked back sadly to my bed and climbed lay down quietly, willing sleep to take over but the universe seems to be against me tonight and my much needed sleep eluded me completely.
I keep stirring and turning on the huge bed that could contain five persons, begging for sleep to take over, but it never came to me.
After trying and failing continuously, I sat up on the bed, giving up on sleep completely. I would have liked to play with my phone but I don’t even know where it is right now. I must have dropped it somewhere but I just don’t remember where.
Just then, I felt the bed vibrating and I heard a phone ringing right next to me on the bed. I jerked forward in shock because that wasn’t my phone ringing tone, besides it feels kind of strange that I was just thinking about my phone and at that same moment, a phone suddenly appeared beside me.
I scampered away from it, moving to the other side of the bed. But the phone did not stop ringing. It kept on ringing and ringing and I had no choice, I simply had to search for it and check out who’s calling.
I pushed the pillows aside and fished it out from under one of the pillows. I found out that Its actually the latest iPhone and the name of the caller showing on the screen is Damien.
I don’t need a soothsayer to tell me that he is the one, besides he has made it clear to me that we are the only ones occupying this floor so I know for a fact that he is the only one that could drop this phone here.
My heart was beating faster and I felt so happy and nervous as I pressed the receive button on the phone,
“Hey babe, did I wake you up?” he asked calmly.
“No, I was awake before your call came in. I couldn’t sleep because I was so lonely after you left.” I confessed truthfully, hearing him chuckle softly at my outburst.
“How would you like to come spend the night with me here?” he asked me once more but for some unknown reason, my mouth just refused to give him an answer.
I wanted to scream out happily and day yes love, am on way already, then I’ll run over so quickly and go be with him but my mouth refused to say any word and my legs just wouldn’t make any move.
I must be under some kind of spell that seems to have put me in a trance-like state, I mean how else do I explain this weird reaction of mine. I’ve been thinking of an excuse to go over there and be by his side.
But now that he is inviting me to come, I couldn’t make any move, I just sat there like a sick weirdo, staring into thin air.
“Its fine if you are still nervous around me. I’ll come over there and keep you company, just give me a minute, I’ll join you soon.” He let out calmly before hanging up the phone.
I smiled happily and thanked the virgin mary for making him so thoughtful. He is so caring and understanding. most guys would have changed their mind and stayed back in their rooms but he understood the fact that I am just a little bit shy
“I wish he know how I feel about him. He needs to know that I don’t have him for taking me away from my family. I want him to know how weak I tend to be whenever he stares at me with those beautiful eyes of his.
Should I tell him how I feel tonight? Would it be too soon? What if he hates me for being so cheap, or maybe he’ll think that am simply throwing myself at him.
No… I’ll keep my thoughts and feelings to myself. I would feel so hurt and disappointed if he turns around and starts treating me badly because I confessed my stupid feelings to him. I should keep mute until am sure that he meant it when he said that he loves me.”
I had these conflicting thoughts in my head when the door pushed open and he walked right in, dressed in only his sweatpants, leaving his upper body nude. He stood by the door, pinning me with a deep gaze, making my skin burn wherever his eyes touched.
I gulped down saliva as my eyes traveled over his bare chest and abs. He looked so tempting and delicious and I just want to run my hands over his body, memorizing every inch of his thick, muscular body.
On their own accord, my legs took me down from the bed and walked over to where he still stood my the door, smiling as I kept my eyes locked to his and stood in front of him.
For some reason, the color of his eyes seems to change completely. It could be the light in the room or maybe it’s my own crazy imagination, but his eyes a dark and it seems like he’s looking deep into my soul.