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“No, I mean at first they were just hugs,” Kenny said. “You know, boys instinctively just want to be close and touch girls. You and I started hugging way the hell back before either of us were interested in the opposite sex.”
She nodded and shrugged. He had a point.
“It’s not my fault you got so sexy,” he said, smirking.
She grinned, unable to hide it. She turned though and glanced back at him. “You actually thought I was just cool with you wanting to touch my boobs?”
He shrugged, looking disappointed.
Eric spoke up this time. “You honestly never knew that was why people liked to hug you?”
She shook her head. “I know, it makes me sound naive, but it’s true. Toni had to point it out to me.”
“And now that you know, you don’t like it?” he asked.
She was quiet for a minute.
“I mean, you did hug us when you got here,” Bear said. “If you really didn’t like it, you’d think you’d stay away from us or tell us to fuck off with them damn hugs.”
She laughed again. “I dunno,” she said, shrugging and proceeding to beat the shit out of Bear’s character again. “I mean, it’s different with you guys, you don’t really seem to be trying very hard to grope me. It’s like… incidental groping.”
Kenny shifted on the bed and before she knew what he was doing, he reached around and plopped both of his hands on her breasts. She looked down and rolled her eyes. “Seriously shitstain?” she asked. He jiggled her breasts playfully and made a “Woowoo” sound.
She sighed and pushed him off.
“Oh come on, Alex, I was playing,” he protested. She laughed lightly, letting him know that she wasn’t mad or anything.
“So you’re not sure if you mind getting groped or not. I think we need to see if you actually do mind,” Eric said, grinning.
“I’m not letting you just grab my tits, Eric” she said, scowling.
“Not even for science?” he asked, looking plaintively at her.
She grinned and shook her head.
“Come on, Alex,” Bear said. “We’re your best friends. You’re in a safe space. You know we wouldn’t take advantage of you. Who better to figure out all this crazy sex stuff with?”
He crossed his eyes and looked at her then, his fingers briefly tickling her and causing her to cackle and fall backwards. He took advantage and finished off her character, ripping its head from its body and throwing it at the screen.
“Bah, fuckin’ cheater,” she said, composing herself.
“Honestly, what’s really bothering me is the question of did I actually know and decide that I didn’t mind, or did I really just not know?”Belonging © NôvelDram/a.Org.
Kenny nodded. “Did you just turn a blind eye and secretly like the attention?”
“Exactly!” she said. She sighed and chose a different character. She was quiet for awhile, thinking.
“They are your friends, after all. It’s not like they are going to try and sleep with you. It’s just groping, not like you weren’t just groped down stairs by Mr. Logan. You ended up even inviting that creep to watch you swim.” The thoughts filling her head made her unsure of just what the hell she was considering.
“I can’t believe I’m even considering this,” she vocalized.
All three eyes turned towards her hopefully.
She blushed and shrugged. “Fine, but just this once, and it’s only so I can see why this is fucking with my head so much.”
“Fucking… awesome…” Kenny said, grinning. He quickly slid off the bed and locked his door.
Alex rolled her eyes and moved to sit on the bed.
“Do we all get a turn?” Bear asked, looking like a kid in a candy store.
She was quiet for a second, but nodded.
“Can we take your shirt off?” Eric asked.
“Dude,” Kenny admonished. “Sorry Alex,” he said. “Over the shirt is just fine.”
Kenny sat beside her and reached over with a single hand, awkwardly slapping it down on her breast and squeezing.
“Ouch,” she said, wincing. “Take it easy dude. Don’t hurt me.”
“Sorry!” he said. “This is my first tit.”
“You just groped them both earlier, just be easy,” she said. He reached over, but then stopped and stood her up and moved to the front of her. Reaching up, he softly wrapped both hands around her breasts, squeezing gently. She looked up at the ceiling, uncomfortable.
“It’s weird isn’t it,” he said.
“It’s totally weird,” she agreed. He dropped his hands.
“Here,” Bear said, standing and turning her around. He came up behind her then and wrapped his arms around her, resting them both on her large breasts.
“There,” he said. “That not so awkward?”
She shook her head back and forth, weighing her thoughts. “It’s better, but it’s still a little weird. I think maybe it’s just the situation.”
Eric came up then and stood in front of her while Bear lowered his hands. He was a little shorter than Alex, but wasted no time in reaching up and tenderly rubbing at her breasts. He found her nipples, something the other two hadn’t thought to do, and pulled.
“Ouch, gently,” she admonished. His eyes were as big as dinner plates, and he was grinning like an idiot.
“Dude, you are the coolest chick ever,” Kenny said.
She laughed at that and turned, brushing Eric’s hands away. “Let’s go back to playing the game,” she said, laughing.
Sliding back down in the couch, she picked up the controller as Bear joined her. “Ready to lose, ass ratchet?” he asked.
“Ass ratchet?” she questioned.
He shrugged and quickly charged her character, who punched him flat to the ground.
“Goddamnit!” he swore.
Kenny was behind her then, and she felt him reach around tentatively. She briefly considered telling him to knock it off, but was genuinely curious about the whole situation. Why hadn’t she noticed? Had she actually known all along and not cared?” He slid his hands across her breasts again, and gently rubbed. She found it increasingly harder to concentrate though, and Bear got in a few good shots on the video game. She felt him tentatively reach down and find the edge of her shirt.
“Is it okay if…” he asked.
She was quiet for a moment, though her heart was beating fast, and finally shrugged. Biting her lip, she felt his warm hands move up and grope her above her bra. She felt a different hand replace Kenny’s on her right breast, and knew Eric had joined in the fun. Again, he gently pulled at her nipple, causing her to gasp slightly.
“Sorry,” he apologized, releasing it for a moment.
She smiled in response. Reaching up, they both seemed to know what to do next and lowered the cups of her bra and pulled her breasts free so that they could feel her bare skin. She chewed on her bottom lip. She was getting turned on again. She felt like she should really stop them, but something in her really didn’t want them to.
“You should totally get nipple rings,” Kenny said.
“Ouch, no thanks,” Alex said. On the screen, she punched Bear’s character and stunned him and then proceeded to rip his head off.
“That’s what you get, fucker,” she yelled in triumph.
“Come on, Alex,” Kenny said. “I’d even pay for them. They don’t hurt.”
“Then you get them,” she said, causing a laugh to ripple through the four of them.
“They’re just boobs. I still don’t get why you guys are so fascinated with mine. I mean, you’ve seen boobs before. Mine are not really any different. They don’t change from day to day. It’s not like they sing a song or change color or anything.”
“Because they are fuckin’ perfect,” he said, elbowing her and knocking her over. She laughed and raised her fist.
“Ouch, you bitch,” she said, slugging him back.
“Can we see them?” Bear asked. “I promise we’ll stop groping you. For tonight,” he said, grinning stupidly.
She rolled her eyes and sighed, pausing the game. Three pairs of eyes grew wide when they realized she was actually going to show them. Biting her lip nervously again, she stood in front of the TV and slowly raised her shirt and bra, her breasts spilling out. All three guys looked like they were seeing the face of God. She giggled and rolled her eyes. “There,” she said after a few seconds, lowering her shirt and bra again. She turned and sat down, but Kenny immediately went for her breasts again.
“Jesus man, stop playin’ grab ass so I can beat her fair and square,” Bear said, reaching up and yanking him bodily over the couch and jumping on top of him.
Kenny had a large room, his bed in one corner, computer next to it, and then a couch in front of his myriad of game systems. Whenever the gang hung out together, it was usually at Kenny’s. His parents were always the coolest and let them get away with some pretty crazy stuff. Alex adored them both. Plus, they had a pool, but they were always trying to get her to go swimming with them.
Kenny gurgled in pain. “Get off of me you thick fuck,” he squeaked out.
“Manners, manners,” the large boy said. “Alex, fart on his head.”
“K,” Alex said, standing and moving her ass over Kenny’s face.
“Fuck, stop!” he yelled, reaching up to block her aim.
Alex laughed, joined in by Eric and Bear. “Girls don’t fart,” Alex said. “You know better than that.”
“Yeah, they hold it in and it comes out as drama,” Eric quipped, drawing more laughs.
Kenny stood up as Bear got off of him, slugging him for good measure.
“Y’all wanna go swimmin’?” the large boy asked. Alex rolled her eyes.
“You just got to see my boobs, Bear. I thought we were past the pretenses and middle school antics of trying to fondle and ogle me.”
“We are, but the best tits, is wet tits,” he said, wiggling his fingers and reaching for her breasts.
She swatted his hands away. “Why am I friends with you retards?” she asked.
“Cuz you like when we fondle your hooters,” said Kenny.
“Yeah, that’s why you guys are friends with me, not the other way around. I don’t think I get anything from this relationship,” she teased.