The Love of An Invisible

“To my house” I answer tiredly. All I want right now is to put my feet up and sleep very comfortably.

I feel his hand on my thigh, and my whole body tenses up immediately.

“Relax love, when we get to your house I will make you see stars!”

“What do you mean?” I ask holding myself back from screaming.

“You’re going to cum so much on my cock” he answers me smiling and I feel my stomach turn.

“No-No… We’re not going to have sex!”

“Why not?” he removes his hand from my thigh, I breathe a relieved breath.

“Because I don’t want to” I answer with a firm voice.

“So I have to accept a child that isn’t even mine, marry you in two weeks and you don’t even want to give me the piriquita? Or better yet, we’ve already been going out for a month and you haven’t even given me a tongue kiss.

“Isn’t your dream to have a family?

“I want to fuck you!

Now I’m the one with the incredulous look in his eyes, my mother’s words come back to my mind: “You’re just a slut that will be eaten and thrown away.

“Stop the car” I command.

“What?”

“I told you to stop the damn car, stop it now!” I speak loudly and he brakes sharply.

I open the door and get out, but before I close it:

“You’re a disgusting man, you shouldn’t even consider yourself a man!” I slam the car door hard.” **

I shake my head to push these memories from my mind, I am feeling hopeless.

“Don’t worry sis, we’ll find him” he speaks confidently.

During this year and a half, I met more than two hundred men, and among them seven agreed to marry to adopt the girl, however, they wanted something “more”, ahead of time and even though I really wanted to adopt this girl, I couldn’t get into bed with any of them. Of these seven, five came to meet my little girl, but she didn’t like any of them and got naughty.

After fifteen minutes I park in front of the orphanage and take a deep breath, I will kill the longing of the weekend away from her.

[Leandro Silva’s vision].

“Leandro” I hear Mr. Gustam’s voice and stop walking, I turn to him, it is not common to meet him here.

“Is there a problem sir?” I ask worried, could it be that there was an error in my sector’s reports? Impossible, Aya always checks everything.

“No, no, you and Aya always do a great job” I feel relieved, then he continues, “It’s something else.”

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“My son is coming home from a trip, he finally finished his studies and now he will take my place as the president of this company.”

His words weigh heavily on my mind, I feel the guilt weighing on my conscience, I have never apologized to Iuri for the things I said and did to him, but who would have thought that I would end up working for his father and, consequently, for him. I don’t know how I will face him, but I hope he doesn’t fire me, in just a single year I got a very high position, now I live well and have my own house and family. Luana is four months pregnant.

Most of the memories I have are not good, I remember more than twenty-five years ago my mother married Carlos when I was five years old, my father had died in a car accident, he was drunk and hit a pole, the car exploded and he died on the spot, I don’t even remember his face, all I remember is the beatings he used to give me and my mother. He left nothing, and in just six months, my mother met her “husband”, at first he was nice, he was about forty years older than my mother, he treated her well, but after I turned twelve years old, he retired and became a disgusting old man, I couldn’t even stand to be in the same presence as him.

After my father’s death, I became a complicated child who only got into trouble and made fun of other people’s faces. As time went by, practicing these things got tired of me, I won’t lie saying that I became an example of a person, I did something with Aya that I know will never be forgiven, even though she told me to leave the past where it is, in the past.

I have never told anyone about what my personal life is like, not even to Suzanne, who is the reason I did what I did with Aya at that time. She never knew my mother, all I let others know was that I was a good looking guy and did super well in sports, they thought I had the perfect life.

I worked at night in a pizzeria, what I was paid was enough to disguise my real situation, my mother also worked, as a cleaner somewhere, I stopped asking, she always changed jobs because her retired husband constantly took immense pleasure in making our lives a living hell. But thank God, this situation did not last forever, I did everything to get out of that hole and give my mother a better life, because despite everything, she does the best she can for me, and I am even more grateful to God for opening my eyes and putting Luana in my life.

“I’m glad Mr. Stevens,” I end up stammering, damn it!

“Well, I want you to arrive very early tomorrow and hold a meeting with the other directors, I will announce the arrival of my son,” he says with a giant smile, despite everything I am really happy, I know as Mr. Gustam waited anxiously for the return of his son.

“That’s fine,” I smiles yellow. I’m afraid, but if he dismisses me, it will be well done for me, nobody told me to be an idiot like that.

Ah, that damn ball, I still remember seeing for the first time the hatred in Iuri’s eyes:

** Without saying a single word, Iuri comes towards me, raises his closed fisted hand and lands a right punch to my mouth. He is much shorter than me, but I deserve it so I don’t discount or defend myself, I just accept the punch.

“You are trash, a scumbag, what you did in that girl’s life is unforgivable, you are worse than shit!” the truth hurts, what you say is unforgivable.

“I know.” That’s all I can say.**

Mr. Gustam’s voice takes me out of my thoughts.

“Well, you can go now,” he turns away and walks back the way he came.

I go to my car, and as I get into it I take my cell phone from my jacket pocket and type the message that will notify everyone, press forward and the message goes to all the directors informing them that they should all be at the company at seven thirty in the morning. The presentation of the new president of the company will last half an hour.

I take a deep breath, I will not be able to take my wife for a walk, I will be eating myself up with anxiety and fear until it is time to meet Iuri.

I look at my wristwatch and it is five o’clock in the afternoon, she is still at the orphanage, I will buy ready-made food for us. Since today is Aya’s child’s birthday, she should not arrive until eight in the evening. I take a deep breath, tomorrow will be a long day.