Unspoken Pleasure

I watched as his hand went straight to her pussy lips and whispered, "Is this what you want?"

She moaned as her body convulsed to his touch, "Oh yes. Make me cum. I'm so close."

I pushed first one finger then a second into my hot wet pussy. My legs shook as my orgasm neared it's onset.

I watched as Jessi's body started to shake and convulse. She exploded into his arms. "Oh yes so good. Oh don't stop. Oh so good. I'm cumming. I'm cumming." Her legs splayed out wildly as her orgasm took hold.

I was lost in the moment and bumped into the wall causing Nick to say, "Jessi I think mom is coming out of her room. We need to stop."

Shit! I hurried back into my room and closed the door. I jumped into bed and shoved my fingers back inside my pussy as I visualized everything I had just seen. Within moments my hips bucked wildly out of control as I came hard on my fingers groaning, "Make mommy cum baby. I love your cock."

I don't remember much more as I found myself lying on my bed. This time I had no problem falling asleep.

I woke up feeling groggy and disoriented. These last two days have been traumatic in so many ways. First and foremost I've made myself cum three times thinking about my son. Secondly I watched as my two kids fooled around with each other, and finally I keep thinking about making love with my son. This last thought was the most troubling to me.

I got out of bed and put on a pair of shorts and top. I went to the kitchen and poured a glass of water from the faucet. Standing there looking out the window into my backyard I wondered what was happening to me. It was disconcerting to say the least. I needed to talk to someone quickly before my forbidden desires spun completely out of control.

I called my best friend Liz, in a frenzied state. It was 8:00 am Sunday morning and I needed someone to confide in. Unfortunately she was busy all day with her in-laws and couldn't get away. I didn't know what to do as Liz was the only one I felt comfortable sharing the events of the last two days.

I jumped in the shower and rehashed everything I had done these last two days. It shocked me to know how utterly irresponsible I felt. All my life I've been buttoned up. I excelled where others failed. I raised two children on my own and provided for their future. Yet a seemingly inconsequential event just threw my seemingly ideal life upside down.

I toweled off, jumped into a one piece swimsuit, tossed on a coverup and headed outside. I knew the kids would still be asleep so I took advantage of my alone time because god knows I needed more time to continue my self analysis of what I was feeling. Why am I having these feelings that are causing me to behave so inappropriately.

The more I thought about things the more confused I became. Prior to finding my panties in Nick's room I was just a normal mom. Now I'm cumming as I fantasize about my son, I'm finding my kids are in an incestous relationship, then I'm spying on them, and then I'm getting off as I watch them.

I took a deep breath and told myself to relax. As bad as I think things are they aren't. I'm a successful business person that has never shied from a challenge. I made up my mind that I would stop thinking inappropriately about my son. I will be mentally strong. I went inside to get a bite to eat as it was approaching lunch time and noticed that the kids were still asleep.

I heard footsteps and felt two strong arms wrap me up. I thought, "Why does it feel so good to be in my son's arms?"

"Hey mom I hope we didn't keep you up last night. Jessi and I were goofing around and might have made some noise."

I said, "No I was exhausted so I slept well."

"Mom I meant it yesterday when I said you looked hot. Even today in this frumpy one piece swimsuit you are still a hot MILF."

Much to my dismay, my body responded as I melded back into his body. I whimpered, "Nick you shouldn't be looking at me that way. I'm your mother."

He laughed and said, "I can't help what I see. If you weren't my mother I'd be hitting on you. You are a sexy hot MILF. Just accept it."

My body was already betraying me so I pushed out of his arms and said, "Nick what on earth has gotten into you."

He pulled me into his arms and said, "I'm fine mom. I just think you are so beautiful." I returned his hug with a little more fervor than a mom should. He kissed my cheek and said, "I won't be home until Wednesday as I'm staying at Mike's beach house. Is that okay?"

"Aren't you going to say goodbye to Jessi? She leaves Tuesday."

"Mom we said our goodbyes last night besides this will give you some quality alone time with her. Jessi and I are good. Is it okay?"

I reluctantly said, "Yes that's fine but please be safe."

With that he shot out of the kitchen leaving me to ponder my ever increasing irrational feelings towards my son

Jessi finally woke up and I suggested that we go shopping for new outfits for her summer internship and afterwards grab an early dinner in downtown Naples.

Jessi was excited and she hurriedly ate a late lunch. It was a little awkward for me knowing that I had spied on her and Nick last night but she seemed unaware nor concerned. She changed and we headed out on our mini shopping spree. It was a fun afternoon. She tried on various suits, some very business appropriate others not so much. It was nice that she was always wanting my opinion and satisfying that she didn't always disagree.

We had an early dinner and headed home. For me today was what the doctor ordered, a normal stress free day without any undesirable thoughts. I went to my room and threw on a pair of baggy shorts and a loose top.

When I went back into her room she had changed into a nightshirt and was excitedly hanging up her new outfits. She saw me and said, "Mom thank you so much. I had so much fun today. You are the best." I hugged her and said, "Thank you sweetie. I love you."

As I was about to break our embrace she said, "Mom I saw you last night."

I was taken back and responded, "I know honey. We watched a movie together."novelbin

"Mom, I love you. I saw you in the hall watching Nick and I. Please talk to me."

I sat on her bed and started to cry. Sobbing hysterically, I was in shock. Jessi got on the bed behind me and pulled me into her. Holding me tight as she tried to comfort me by saying, "It's okay mom. Talk to me." I was breathing erratically, gasping for air between sobs, "I'm such a bad mother. I can't believe I spied on you like that. I don't understand why I did that."

"Mom you are a beautiful woman. You've gone so long without prioritizing your needs. It's okay mom. I love you. Nick loves you. Come lie with me. I want to cuddle with my mommy."