Yearning For The Badboy Mafia’s Love

CHARLOTTE

I bite my fingers as my eyes prey outside of the restaurant. Waiting for Calista, I couldn’t imagine bringing myself this low to talk to the same lady I had cursed and hated for no reason. But I’m tired. I know, once I’ve leaked this little secret and expose Grayson and his father, they’ll be after me.

My eyes stare round the garage. Making sure he haven’t asked any of his men to follow me since I clearly told him I’m no longer interested.

My heart beat lessened up a beat when there was no suspicious eye. Perhaps he might have thought that since he threatened me, I won’t have the nerves to speak up and too, he won’t believe that I’ll ever try to leak my dirty past by myself.

I was saddened. It’s almost like I started regretting everything I’ve done now. I was blinded with jealously and obsession that I couldn’t see myself going crazy.

Chase will be mad at me, he’s going to hate me so much that he wish to kill me with his bare hands, if he wouldn’t.

If I had truly loved Chase, there’s no way I’ll take away anything that makes him happy. But looks like I did… Twice!

I cleared the tears in my eyes when I noticed the two couple that just entered the restaurant staring at me and murmuring. This isn’t the life I dreamed to have.

Seriously, I messed this up. And I’m ready to put an end on everything.

My mind swipes when I figured I’ll also have to tell my parents that I killed their daughter… My sister… My twin sister, the second of me!

Everything was planned. I thought I could get the happiness I wanted once she’s out of the way, but seems she’s so strong that she’s punishing me right now.

Myself disgusts me. I hated myself so much. How heartless could I have been!? I was so bitter! I made everyone around me bow to my feet and while I thought that was the best way to live this life, turns out it’s a perfect way for someone to destroy their live with their own hands.

My parents surely will disown me. Especially my father.

Who will like to continue having a murderer as a daughter? Definitely, I won’t either. My eyes brightens up a bit when I saw Calista. But my expression soon changed to confusion when I saw her got down from a jeep Wrangler with two men next to her. She didn’t walk immediately, I watched her talking to this men and it seems she’s telling them not to follow her.

This men, they’re not Chase’s man. I could possibly recognize Chase’s men when I see one.

Then my mind thought of something else. “Could she have feared me that she thinks I’m gonna hurt her and then she decided to hire herself a guard?”

No… I should stop thinking nonsense. When I saw her eyes searching around the restaurant for me, I immediately put on my sunglasses to prevent her from knowing I’ve been crying.

And then I stood up and waved at her. She starts approaching me and I sat back down, tapping my feet endlessly on the floor. I don’t know if I’m supposed to talk to her about such thing but what can I do?Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org exclusive © material.

I need to let go of this load on my chest. I need someone to talk to.. I needed help.

Just while she was approaching me, my gaze seized. My heart trembled. I noticed my body shaking and goosebumps all over my skin.

“Grayson….” I saw him got off his car and a smirk on his lips.

He was approaching me! I couldn’t let him see Calista! No… He can’t see me with her. He’ll definitely know why am here and what I’m up to.

Was he really spying on me? I’m sure he’s going to kill me now.

I looked at this two people walking to my direction, I tried signaling on Calista to stop but she doesn’t seem to understand.. finally, finally she was standing in front of me.

“Charlotte..” she flashed me a smile.

I bite my lower lips as tears threaten to fall and I watched her sat down. I couldn’t utter a word, what can I say?

Then , Grayson stopped in front of me and without a word pull out a chair and sat down. Calista was looking at us and I could see confusion on her face.

What have I done?

“Hey, you must be Calista? Or should I say…. Lucia Profaci?!” Grayson said.

That dirty smirk on his face! I wish I can slap it off his face. But Lucia Profaci? The rumored daughter of Luciano Profaci who was just found?

How is she Calista!.

“I’m Grayson by the way. Pardon my manners… Grayson Gotti”

“Gotti?” Calista asked and I could tell she was surprised. Maybe she’ve never heard of him, but the confusion soon cleared off her face almost immediately.

“Yes.. you must be surprised.” There was pride in his voice.

“No am not … You’re exactly as they defined you.” I could feel mockery in her voice.

Does she know?

Calista looked at me, I couldn’t give her any signaled cause I was wearing a sunglasses. All I could do is tap my finger on the table continuously.

Grayson wrap his hand on my shoulder and give me a quick peak.. with that disgusting mouth of his. Why am I just realizing how evil he was?

“Are you okay?..” she asked me.

I wanted to say no, I wanted to yell her and tell her to run! Run away from Grayson. I have a lot to tell her but can I?

“Yes…” I couldn’t even hear myself, Grayson spoke up immediately.

“She’s fine. I’m sorry she called you out, she might be sick again and feel the need to talk to someone. Sweetheart, you could’ve talk to me, I told you I’ll be here for you … Always.” There was mockery in his tone of voice on that last statement.

I forced a smile and nodded. Calista didn’t seem convinced as I watched her lean back on the chair.

“You sound worried over the phone. I didn’t know you were sick.”

“She is. Sorry for the stress.”

“It’s nothing. I should get going then …” She muttered raising her eyebrows and I could feel this signal she made to me with her eyes.

She was asking me if I’m okay, slowly I shakes my head sideways in a way Grayson will think I’m itching.

“That reminds me… You’re coming to the ball party with.. your new father or your Boyfriend?” Grayson asked.

Calista didn’t reply immediately, instead she stood up and smile.

“Both.. you should come with..” her eyes were on me before she went on. “You should come with Charlotte tomorrow, I’ll be glad to see you both.”

I looked over at Grayson, the smirk and smile on his face were off. He hadn’t plan to bring me along cause he was going to punish me like he promised. But obviously, hearing what Calista just said might change something.

“I’m not sure she’ll like to come. Right babe? You ain’t interested in sorts?”

He pinched me and I’m bite my lips in pain. He was telling me to say yes! But before I could utter a word, Calista spoke up. Saving me.

“I’m sure she’ll. You just said she’s sick? I think she’ll really love to meet lot of people and make new friends tomorrow, trust me.. you’ll like to bring her along.” Calista had a smile on her face.

How did I hated this girl in front of me?

“I’ll leave now. Expecting you both tomorrow.” She bowed her head slowly and I watched her retreat… Walking away, leaving me alone with this demon right next to me!