Yearning For The Badboy Mafia’s Love

CHASE GOTTI

My hands shook as I drove off to my mansion. Who would dare hurt my father in this way, how could this be planned.

Did Calista deliberately lead me out of the party so that… no I can’t think that way. I should know that she has nothing to do with this.

Besides she was with Charlotte who told her something that shook her. This had to be planned by someone else and my thoughts were from far from Grayson.

Ever since my brothers and I decided to attack back, they must have thought of it too and decided to take us out one by one.

Well they just got a war because I won’t stop until the man that attacked my father is 6 feet below and if my father doesn’t survive…. I will wipe out his own lineage. Both unborn and old.

I squeezed the steering wheel hard.

I was having a hard time breathing. I needed a cigarette but I didn’t want to stop and lit up one. Calista would be woken up by the smell and although she never said it, I knew she hates me smoking.

But she doesn’t understand. If I don’t smoke, nothing else could calm me down…. well except her but I can’t think of her. Not now, Not ever.

We are done.

Whatever we had between us was long gone. She was a Mafia queen now, if people found out that I was her weakness or she was my weakness, it would be easier to get us irrational and make a mistake. That’s why Mafia doesn’t love. We have fuck slaves but we don’t dare fall in love.

Waylen is taking a huge risk with Emma and I know he worries about her and trains her to defend herself but was I really supposed to just pretend that nothing would happen to Calista.

I sighed as the electronic gate slid open and I entered.

This time around I decided to head over to my pent house instead of the main building. I needed to be alone and with her.

Besides her father thinks of searching here, I would have had time to talk things out with her… God I hope I can keep my hands off her. I muttered underneath my breath as I stopped the car and switched off the engine.

The humming sound stopped and Calista moaned a little in her sleep as she turned her head and I quickly caught it gently before it rolled off the head rest.

I held her face and watched her sleep. She looked so peaceful when she slept. I could still see the tear stained face but it didn’t ruin her makeup in any way.

Rather it brought out her beauty.

I gazed down at her red puckered lips which were as soft as sausages. It has been so bloody long since I tasted her.

Did she still taste the same? Or has it changed? I know we kissed this morning but it was brief because of her father who was staring daggers into my eyes.

I had a lot of things that I had to tell her. A lot of things I wanted to say to her. She needed to know the truth, she deserves that at the very least. She needs to know why I tattooed her name on my body before going to pick her. I was ready to ride through hell with her.

“Chase..?” She called as I blinked and looked at her.

She was still sleeping but she was calling my name.. a faint smile tugged at my lips. It was so adorable. Before I could reply or decided what to do next, her eyes fluttered open. She looked at me weirdly for a bit before familiarity washed over her face and she smiled then she sat up well and looked around seeing that everywhere was dark.

“Chase….. where are we? This doesn’t look like my dad’s house. Either of them and this isn’t your main house.” She said squinting as I nodded my head.

“Yeah, this is the pent house, i don’t think you have been here before. Anyways come in , I want us to talk tonight. Also you need to tell me what happened and why you cried.” I said as I watched her shiver.

It was almost as if she was having goosebumps just remembering that.

I wondered what could Charlotte have told her to make her behave this way. Calista I knew was a tough girl. She couldn’t cry unless it was serious.

“Hey, do you trust me?” I asked as she looked at me and nodded her head.

“Yes I do” she said almost immediately as I smiled and said,

“Then trust me with what is bothering you. I will help you no matter what. I promise. So are you coming in or?” I asked as she looked at the penthouse.

“Who is around? It seems quiet” she said as I remarked.

“No one. But don’t worry, nobody will dare come in here. Security measures are in place.” I said as I opened the car door and walked out, then I headed to the passenger door and opened her too and she stepped out holding onto me for support.

“Take it easy there. ” I said as I closed the door and held her hands as we walked like couples to the pent house.

“Couples…. married life! Was it really possible?” I thought to myself still feeling the box in my pocket. I had carried it with me, because it was the only thing that brought me closer to Calista.

I carry it with the hopes of giving it to her and tonight, it seems like I might just take that big step. Fuck the fact that Rowen and Waylen would laugh at me because I finally agreed that I was in love with Calista.

Tyrell would automatically make himself my best man. But was I ready? I took a glance at her as I opened the door and she stepped in first.

“Here goes nothing ” I said under my breath.Content (C) Nôv/elDra/ma.Org.