Your Love Is My Weapon

Chapter 109

"Close the door. I don't want to hear about her anymore!" Xavier was impatient.

'She has nothing to do with me!'

"OK…" Jacob left and closed the door.

Jacob wiped the sweats off his forehead. He had thought that Xavier would vent his anger on him.

In the office, Xavier picked up the document again, but he couldn't focus on it. He kept thinking of

Jacob's words. He was so angry as to put down the document. He sneered, "She's really ambitious,

huh?"

He rested on the desk with his arms and pressed his brows. 'I will never forgive her.'

Arya was right. He did mind that Arya was not a virgin. He just deliberately ignored it.

Sometimes what annoyed you would just appear in front of you.

Just like now. Xavier didn't want to see Arya, but he happened to meet her.

She brought Ryan out for dinner. Ryan liked the steamed egg custard with minced pork the most in the

shop.

Today, Ryan wore a gray woolen coat, a red woolen sweater, a plaid shirt, and a bow-tie at the collar,

looking like a gentleman. It was warm, so he didn't wear a hat. His hair was a little yellow, and his

eyebrows were covered with bangs. He had bright eyes. He was talking with Arya happily.

Arya smiled sincerely. Xavier had never seen her like this before.

It turned out that she could smile at others simply without any disguise.

Xavier glanced at them from time to time.

"Arya, if only we could live with Caspar," Ryan said suddenly.

Arya was stunned and then looked at Ryan seriously. "Why do you say it?"

Ryan blinked and smiled. "Because we're like a family. Everyone else has their parents… If I have you

guys accompany me, others will think that I have parents."

Arya covered her mouth. Her chest ached. She hoarsely said, "Do you want parents?"

"Of course!" Ryan answered without hesitation. He was envious when seeing others walking and

having fun in the park.

He imagined the days spent with Caspar, but he couldn't say it.

Those who did not grow up with their parents would be much more mature than their peers.

"If I…"

"Eh?"

Just as Arya was about to test whether he would accept it if she told him the truth, Ryan looked behind

Arya with his eyes wide open. Arya looked back, only to see Xavier. Content is © by NôvelDrama.Org.

'Why is he here?'

Arya subconsciously wanted to hug Ryan. Ryan had met Xavier before and was close to him. He

greeted, "Are you here for dinner too?"

Xavier looked at him. 'Is he Arya's child? He doesn't look much like Arya. But he's handsome.'

Xavier sat down beside Ryan.

Arya nervously held Ryan in her arms. She did not know what Xavier would do.

Xavier crossed his slender legs and put his hands on the table casually. He was not angry with Arya for

being vigilant, but casually fiddled with Ryan's cup of milk. "Is he your son?"

Before Arya answered it, Ryan said, "No, I'm an orphan."

Arya felt pain. She turned her head slightly. She didn't want to let them know how sad she was.

Xavier was stunned by Ryan's words. He stared at him for a few seconds. "Isn't she your mommy?"

"It has nothing to do with you!" Arya was afraid that Ryan would know something.

Ryan was very sensitive and he couldn't be hurt again.

Xavier took out a cigarette. He took a deep breath and puffed. He raised his eyes and stared at Arya.

"What? You don't dare to admit it!"

Arya's hands were shaking. She wanted Ryan to call her mommy, but she couldn't. She didn't know

whether Ryan would hate her if he knew the truth.

She couldn't accept the consequences. They had lived together for a long time and were intimate. She

would tell him at the right time, instead of now.

"What are you afraid of? Do you think you can hide it?" Xavier questioned her.

Suddenly, Xavier smiled coldly, "You're afraid that your son will hate you. You gave birth to him but

didn't take good care of him. Besides, you lost him before…"

"Xavier!" Arya yelled angrily, "You don't know what happened at all. You don't have the right to say

that."

Ryan shrank. Arya quickly hugged him and comforted him. "I'm not angry with you. Don't be afraid."

Ryan looked at Arya with wide eyes. "Why does he say that you are my mommy? Are you really my

mommy?"

He paused and thought for a while. Then he said, "If you were my mommy, why did you abandon me?"

"I…"

"I know you are not my mommy. If you are, I'll hate you. I was envious and sad when I saw other

children could live with their parents."

Arya left with Ryan in her arms and burst into tears. 'It's my fault. I'm sorry…'

She couldn't tell Ryan how sad she was.

She didn't give him a complete family, though she didn't want that to happen.

Xavier followed her out and walked behind Arya. He looked at her trembling back and could even hear

her sobbing.

Ryan wiped Arya's tears. "Don't say sorry. It's not your fault. It's the fault of the one who abandoned

me."

Arya had a heartache. It was so painful. She wanted to tell him that she was his mommy, but she didn't

dare. She was so upset…